insomnia grew worst

din't get much sleep. drifting between dream and reality, there even once this morning i can't move my fingers to reply a very important sms. and getting smack on my ass from my girlfriend who try to wake me up to class. needless to say, i skipped all of them and writing this post instead.

still got another bullshit meeting with student representative. as though having a talk will enhance their work rate.

will i can't sleep again tonight? i do not know. but with another assignment to rush there is no time to sleep anyway.

why when you need a sleep u can't and when you can't sleep you need to?

just like when you need wake but your body fails you and when you don't wanna wake your eyes are so bright.

damn...

what going on already?

What Would You Do?

What would you do if your partner, be it female or male, lose interest in sex?

Now that is some question.

i knew not, but it seems bad. Not that about extremely horny or things like that. Rather, sex is a normal need in adult life. And not having it, seems weird, to say at least, when you are sharing a room and all other things like communication, children and stuffs like that are normal (clarification : i am not married with chilld. In fact, i am very young. hehehe).

pardon me if this post is badly written, for i now having insomnia and its 5.30am local time.

now back to no interest in sex, in this blog i do not seek to explain and analyze thing in a scholarly or scientifically (that is for my other blog) but rather, as i found myself miraculously can't fall asleep, try to imagine how life would be to sleep with a person you love and yet no sex because the other partner lose interest in it.

and all i can think of - how pity.

my symphaty goes to them.

will myself suffer the same fate? Hope not, i love sex. don't get me wrong. loving to have sex is normal. if you are not, now that is something to ponder upon.

weird weird weird

pity pity pity

when i go class tomorrow morning, god bless me.

argh...why can't i sleep but instead think of people who can't have sex?

must be some story someone told me.

bugger.