what the fuck

i fell like wanna write something, though not knowing what to write.

what should i write?

i screw up badly?

i screw up screwingly?

oh, i didn't screw up.

yet.

what the fuck.

ahh....

if i don't start to study soon, i will screw up.

if i don't try to get an idea what the hell girls are thinking, i will screw up even worse.

but, even girls themselves do not know what they want..

and they blame guys for not understanding them..

but the truth is, they don't even understand themselves..

or maybe, they just refuse to..

for the truth maybe too harsh to take..

heck even i don't understand myself, whats more people understanding me!!

ahh...maybe people will understand me for i can't see myself..

even mirror gives an inverted view..

then, maybe i should be able to understand others..

for i am the one who can see them, not themselves.

hehehe....i just need to focus more....

T_T focus is the worse part...

ah...what the fuck..