I am sooooooooo lazy

Exam coming...then feeling not well...

and now, instead of studying, i blog. Blog on both my blog.

blog is a place where we can express ourselves. blog is also a place where we can share our thinking and life. blog is also a place where we make friends with people far and wide, our blog reader i mean.

and lately, some of my friends had refrained from writing as juicy as in the past as one of her posting created some havoc. that is a shame. i have less a reason to visit her blog now as all that brought me there is gone.

why would you delete the whole posting together with the comments? why not let them stand and let them comment? read my words - i will not delete any comments in either of my blog as long as it is not fanaticsm and does not put me into jail (have to protect myself also, dun wanna meet RPK in Kamunting..hahaha) or sued for money (i myself got not enough). you are free to contructively criticize me but i would love it if you can contribute to the discussion of the idea. afterall, we are all social animals.

this posting seem a bit too serious for this blog. nevermind, at least i still retain my clear head in the midst of druken haze...

its time to study, hopefully...

focus...focus......focus........ T.T

i want Lorein Garden

i want Lorein Garden!!!!!!!!!

Galadriel, make one for me please..................

what the fuck

i fell like wanna write something, though not knowing what to write.

what should i write?

i screw up badly?

i screw up screwingly?

oh, i didn't screw up.

yet.

what the fuck.

ahh....

if i don't start to study soon, i will screw up.

if i don't try to get an idea what the hell girls are thinking, i will screw up even worse.

but, even girls themselves do not know what they want..

and they blame guys for not understanding them..

but the truth is, they don't even understand themselves..

or maybe, they just refuse to..

for the truth maybe too harsh to take..

heck even i don't understand myself, whats more people understanding me!!

ahh...maybe people will understand me for i can't see myself..

even mirror gives an inverted view..

then, maybe i should be able to understand others..

for i am the one who can see them, not themselves.

hehehe....i just need to focus more....

T_T focus is the worse part...

ah...what the fuck..

Really...Sometimes, it is just a bit more

Just read THB's blog about her wait for true love. Dropped her a comment, which really, is what i think (under amethyst213 's name) about love and life.

While listening to A-do' just a bit more. Even more sentimental.

Sometime, we meet the right person, but never get a chance. Because we lack of that a bit more. That a bit more of guts. That a bit more of luck. And that a bit more of conditions.

How many times we missed out the right person because we, at that time, not that "right". How many times we missed, because we are hooked up with the "wrong" person.

And how many times we missed, because we can just never muster the "just a bit more" of something?

Just a bit more

Ado - 差一点

差一点你就是我的女人
差一些手牵手的完整
却在对的时间错过对的人
抓不住幸福时分

遇上了错的人
渐渐的吻在她无心的嘴唇
感觉像一个旅程
走完了就分

错过了对的人
决定就只在那一秒那一分
爱情的岔口
你是我等不到的路人

差一点
你就是我的女人
差一些
就和你共度一生
因为对的时间对的人
就值得我为你奋不顾身

差一点
你就是我的女人
差一些
手牵手的完整
却在对的时间错过对的人
抓不住幸福时分

错过了对的人
决定就只在那一秒那一分
如果没缘分
我也会固执的为你一人

差一点
你就是我的女人
差一些
就和你共度一生
因为对的时间对的人
就值得我为你奋不顾身

差一点
你就是我的女人
差一些
手牵手的完整
却在对的时间错过对的人
抓不住幸福时分

Don't you know you are being used?

i wonder, are you dumb or stupid?

when someone come to you when she needs you, and dump you aside whenever she thinks fit, why are you still taking her as your buddy?

and when someone else try to tell you you are being used, why not you ponder about it?

weird weird weird.

maybe i am stupid for trying to protect you.

afterall you don't even bother.

I am Back

Actually, i am back for a long time. Just no time to update. Too busy.

Assignment non stop. n test. living day by day. finish today, prepare for tomorrow. finish tomorrow, prepare day after. n on n on n on..

dead.