Maybe its Better if We had Never Meet Again

drenched..

wat can i do?

london has always been in love with the Rain..

embarking on an early flight..

containing the yawn, i forced..

just for a chance to meet you again..

found the red stall..

that we’re suppose to meet…

but those days just didn’t come back..

such a strong personality…

had long been tainted…

who hadn’t change for a living?

such a longing to meet

but to a jolt of realization..

and the ten years in between..

the smile that i missed so much..

left only in memories..

not even knowing, how to converse again…

just like me who hadn’t started to smoke last time..

how had you changed, i know not..

just like a hundred years of waiting

only to wake up..

even were to meet again..

would it be a mature performance?

wasn’t it better if we hadn’t meet again…?

I still remember

i still remember, the days we laughed together...

and still remember, the days we cried together...

i still remember, when we just stood in the rain, looking into each others' souls.....


those were the days, gone far away...

those were the days, that will never come back...

those were the days, etched only in memories....


maybe, not really...

maybe, it is just an illusion...

maybe, the rains are just the dreams, spilled into realities, clouded my vision....


no, i won't cry....

for tears no longer suffice...

no, i won't regret....

for regret can only make scars deeper....


i will, i really will...

keep the memories inside, deep inside....

that long ago, i had you....

but that you, had gone, and i can find you not....

We are Not as Close Anymore

Remember reading a blog post by a friend - We are not as close anymore. Wondering if friendship is bound to not last.

As time goes on, we outgrew each other, and that is normal. But what if, one day, out of sudden, we are like strangers? That would be sad right?

For what? Love can make you hate someone immediately. And that is understandable. But friendship?

If yesterday was cool but today screw, why and why? Why oh why?

If today is screwed, tomorrow be enemy?

We are not as close anymore, nor do we like what we used to be. We both had another set of groups now, or is it you?

We are not as close anymore, maybe something happened and i had not understand it yet. For we don't talk anymore, and i never knew what you are thinking.

We are not as close anymore, nor do i remember the last time we sat together. For they are so far away, and i recollect them not.

We are not as close anymore, maybe we are just not meant to be. Maybe just like a river diverge, that is what we are meant to be.

We are not as close anymore, nor do i see your face any longer. It no longer appears, or maybe, it just never did....