I still remember

i still remember, the days we laughed together...

and still remember, the days we cried together...

i still remember, when we just stood in the rain, looking into each others' souls.....


those were the days, gone far away...

those were the days, that will never come back...

those were the days, etched only in memories....


maybe, not really...

maybe, it is just an illusion...

maybe, the rains are just the dreams, spilled into realities, clouded my vision....


no, i won't cry....

for tears no longer suffice...

no, i won't regret....

for regret can only make scars deeper....


i will, i really will...

keep the memories inside, deep inside....

that long ago, i had you....

but that you, had gone, and i can find you not....

Falling Leaves Quote of the Day (A Tribute to Loss of Love)

"Eventhough everyone has her own story, the ending will always be similar"

We meet, we Loved, and we broke up,

i cried, i cried, did u?

why we broke?

why you go away?

why do your scent still linger?

why are you so cruel?

why am i still thinking of you?

i creid, i cried, cried..

but your are gone...

just like leaf that falls into the river..

you flowed away, i can't catch..

you are gone, for the sea or the lake?

i knew not, knew not..

but does it matter does it not?

for dreams that chased away will come back again not...

Just how many of us who had been through a break up experienced the above described poem? I think most do. When we break up, we will start to think and question ourself. Sometimes, we even blame. Sometimes, we got into a ditch for nothing.

But it all doesn't matter because in the end of the day, everything that we experienced will only be like it is, an experience. A memory that is sweet yet incomplete. After a long long time. A long long time.

For you who are experiencing break up now, let me just say this;

In Love, it is all about making the other one happy. To fully appreciate him/her.

If one cannot appreciate another, maybe it is better to let go

So that the other had a chance to be appreciated by another who knew how to.

And to let the one to appreciate someone whom he knew how to.

Even if it is painful, but Love is not all sweet, though it may be true. 

Why Some do not Acknowledge They had a Grilfriend/Boyfriend

It always leaves a bad taste, when your loved one does not acknowledge you in front of others. He/she refer you as only friend in front of his other friends etc. And you had no choice but to play on.

Just why some are so reluctant to do so, eventhough unlike artiste, their life do not depend on their denial?

The reason may be this - they just not sure of it.

You see, this may due lack of confidence in the relationship, which they wished not many knew of it, thinking of the day they might breakup. Sad but true. In fact, most relationship start this way.

But what if when a relationship had been on sometime? Again the same reason. But in the more cruel way. They might look down on that other half.

They are afraid to bring up this person because they believe they deserved better, either better looking, richer, etc etc. They might want to fish for another while hooking up with this person. They want to preserve their "single" status as long as possible so that they do not miss out any chances. Believe me, once they found a better one, they will be gone faster than you say "wait".

Just what for going out with this type of people?

When Logic Flies Out The Window

Common senses we do not share. Maybe do not seem important. Afterall, you are with your life and i with mine. But hell, it does affect others, when you are closely related.


A friend of a friend of mine lately caught into a quarrel with her boyfriend. And it's all about an egg. An Egg. Yupe you did not read wrongly. So the unlucky guy cook some sardine. And the weird girl bought some chicken though she does not eat them. The girl asked the guy to cook some egg bescause sardine too dry. The guy say eat so many eggs no good for health (colestrole maybe?). Girl got angry and had an argument. Guy got frust-up and slam keys to the table. Girl saw that got sad and cry. Guy say sorry.

Later on, guy ex-girlfriend having convocation. Girl does not want him to go but never say. Guy first say won't go but later still go. And give flowers. Girl knew got angry and sad. Girl sad till now.

Advice? To the guy, get another girlfriend who has more common sense than an egg. To girl, go find a guy who will cook you an egg and has more common sense to know not to find his ex when the present one obviously jealous. Utterly bullshit.

Lately i got into a series of quarrels with my girlfriend. Reason? A series of illogical argument to demonstrate we share no common sense. Advice to my girlfriend? Look at your boyfriend face more to know him emotion whether still ok or on the verge of exploding due to your stupid tantrums. Advice to myself? Tune your illogical logics to in tune with equally illogical girlfriend AND try to tolerate more?

I had a bad experience last time long long time ago that tolerating more and more will make your blood pressure breaking the termometer and your girlfriend in the heaven no longer know what you feel. Not going to let that happen again. Will kill myself slowly.

Advice to all boys and girl - no one knows what you are thinking, lovers or not. Even you yourself sometimes don't know. Say it, in a proper way and draw the line whenever appropriate, and abide by the line drawn by each other.

Love is,

Going through hell and never reach heaven, but still, to hell we go.