Falling Leaves Outside The Window

Purple Leaves Wanted to Rant Today

2009-05-22T22:09:00.002+08:00

I am not in mood to write second part of driving today.

Having started what others would call an internship for a week, all i can say is that it was a tiring, boring job.

But nevermind, it doesn't matter.

The above title, maybe would be more aptly be written as "wanted to bitch" but that will give a wrong "impression".

nevermind....

all the below just some mindless gibbering.

the good thing bout my this blog is there is very little visitor, so i can bitch all day long and get away with it.

the bad thing is, many "friends" do knew of this blog and i have to refrain.

shit.

the good thing about this blog is even my gf seldom read it (and NEVER read my other blog).

the bad thing is, she do read it some times, so i cannot rant about her either.

the good thing about blogging is in Asia you can finally have a place to freely talk about sex.

the bad thing is, "friends" will ask if your sex life have any problem.

god dammit, do talking about sex means problems?

they say in uni there is no true friends.

yea right..

but wherever u go, there is no true friends either..

how true can one be?

talking behind back?

not dare to face each other?

just simply not liking it?

bullshit..

we all tried..

but to no success..

somehow, maybe its better..

if we give it a pass..

find our own way..

afterall the limit of the sky is not the milky way..

yes, i do miss the grand old days..

but who say they are here to stay?

we all find our way..

as though life's misery is also a mystery..

but no, there is no way..

except to stumble all the way..

and hope you don't get screwed up in a way..

run, Leaves, run..

but all i can do is just fall..

Falling Leaves Outside The Window..

actually that described how i felt all the time..

i am just a godfuckinginsignificant leaf that fell from the tree..

and all i gotta have is some wind to sweep me away..

some ants to eat m away..

decay..

sometime i felt like a dope..

or maybe a Pope..

without God, nor hope..

can u imagine such a Pope?

maybe i am no Pope..

for i am even without a hat to boot..

struggling to life..

maybe its better if i leave..

i dun give a fucking damn..

if all they wanted is to shit..

go to hell!!!!

afterall we all do in the end..

godamnfuckingasshole!!!!!!!!!

Guide to Driving in Malaysia - Part I - Highways

2009-05-12T19:47:00.004+08:00

Driving in Malaysia is not for the faint-hearted.

Correction - merely using the road in Malaysia requires a strong heart. Anyone whose andreline might shot out of control are advised to stay off the roads in Malaysia.

Why?

Well, you can try the roads and you will know why.

So here, purple leave compiled a list of to-do's when driving in Malaysian roads, so as to help decrease the road death here, which in any case more than Iraqi war death in a day.

Highway

Highway, expressway, whatever you call it, in Malaysia, this is a fast-track-to-death-way.

In Malaysia, generally highway had a speed limit of 110 km/h, though some will have 90 km/h and 80 km/h, depending on the number of exits.

But then, the unspoken rule governing the highway remains the same;

1) Speed Lane

If, for whatever reason, you decided to drive within, or for that matter, at the speed limit, there is only one lane for you - the left most SLOW lane. Forget about middle lane or speed lane. You will get a middle finger since you are "obstructing the traffic".

The one called speed lane is the right most one, and basically only highly-modified local cars like the Wira and big-cc cars can drive here. They drive like, hmm, around double the speed limit.

2) Exiting

If you are slow (read - driving at the speed limit is slow), always maintain at the left most lane, so as to facilitate you moving out.

Likewise, the "fast car" will zoom in and cut your line like nobody's business so keep an eye out for your right hand side.

3) Spot Light

On the highway, spot light had many uses and you must know how to read them well.

You use it to tell the one in front of you that he is too slow. Flash, flash and if he don't get the meaning, just switch it on. Still not getting any, horn him till the kingdom come.

If you are the receiving guy, don't take it personally. It is the culture in Malaysia. But be prepared for some angry language and sign language if you are at the "wrong" speed.

If you see the opposite car flashing it, it means Police ahead.

4) Use Touch n' Go

For the obvious reason.

That's all for Part 1. Stay tuned for Part II on city road.

and if you have anything to add, please do so in the comment box. Any addition is tremendously welcomed.

Drive safe and keep out of trouble, folks.

Wesak Day Parade

2009-05-08T23:03:00.004+08:00

Just an hour ago, when i was driving home, the traffic was diverted and traffic policemen were all around to direct the traffic.

Wait, another demonstration?

They are not wearing black like those in Perak do.

They are not wearing red or yellow.

If fact, all type of colors are there (i mean the clothes).

Nah, it is just a Buddhist parade.

Just what make them go on parading?

Apparently, and this blogger does not know, Wesak Day is approximately in another hour.

Holy shit! and that's why they are parading.

It is a very peaceful parade. you can almost feel the tranquility when they are walking pass, eventhough there must be hundreds of them.

I almost felt like getting down from my car and join them.

Maybe its Better if We had Never Meet Again

2009-04-08T23:19:00.002+08:00

drenched..

wat can i do?

london has always been in love with the Rain..

embarking on an early flight..

containing the yawn, i forced..

just for a chance to meet you again..

found the red stall..

that we’re suppose to meet…

but those days just didn’t come back..

such a strong personality…

had long been tainted…

who hadn’t change for a living?

such a longing to meet

but to a jolt of realization..

and the ten years in between..

the smile that i missed so much..

left only in memories..

not even knowing, how to converse again…

just like me who hadn’t started to smoke last time..

how had you changed, i know not..

just like a hundred years of waiting

only to wake up..

even were to meet again..

would it be a mature performance?

wasn’t it better if we hadn’t meet again…?

I still remember

2009-04-07T23:36:00.002+08:00

i still remember, the days we laughed together...

and still remember, the days we cried together...

i still remember, when we just stood in the rain, looking into each others' souls.....

those were the days, gone far away...

those were the days, that will never come back...

those were the days, etched only in memories....

maybe, not really...

maybe, it is just an illusion...

maybe, the rains are just the dreams, spilled into realities, clouded my vision....

no, i won't cry....

for tears no longer suffice...

no, i won't regret....

for regret can only make scars deeper....

i will, i really will...

keep the memories inside, deep inside....

that long ago, i had you....

but that you, had gone, and i can find you not....

We are Not as Close Anymore

2009-04-03T12:17:00.003+08:00

Remember reading a blog post by a friend - We are not as close anymore. Wondering if friendship is bound to not last.

As time goes on, we outgrew each other, and that is normal. But what if, one day, out of sudden, we are like strangers? That would be sad right?

For what? Love can make you hate someone immediately. And that is understandable. But friendship?

If yesterday was cool but today screw, why and why? Why oh why?

If today is screwed, tomorrow be enemy?

We are not as close anymore, nor do we like what we used to be. We both had another set of groups now, or is it you?

We are not as close anymore, maybe something happened and i had not understand it yet. For we don't talk anymore, and i never knew what you are thinking.

We are not as close anymore, nor do i remember the last time we sat together. For they are so far away, and i recollect them not.

We are not as close anymore, maybe we are just not meant to be. Maybe just like a river diverge, that is what we are meant to be.

We are not as close anymore, nor do i see your face any longer. It no longer appears, or maybe, it just never did....

Coming Friday, Hopefully I Can Finally Have Peace

2009-03-31T21:06:00.003+08:00

Coming friday is the moot and debate club agm....

meaning my last official post....

is going to go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hooray!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

For members of the club, here is the details;

Date : 3/4/09 (friday)

location : DK1

time : 3.00 pm

Do come and see me off....hahahahaha

Fucking Hard Disk Died

2009-03-25T01:26:00.003+08:00

First of all, thank you to all whom read/commented/skip my short story. After years of not writing, surely some rustiness crept in.

Some bloke from Canvas Printing said he enjoyed it. Haha. What can be better than someone enjoyed your work?

Juliet said can't wait for more. Hey, are you trying to make me happy? Hehehe..

HB said it will be better if compiled as short story on paper bag. Well, obviously it is not good enough to be in any literary print (duh). But thanks for the honest comment and patience for reading so long a piece. Will try harder to move out of paper bags and get into print. Hahaha.

Anyway, i have never heard of a story on paper bag, maybe i just don't shop as much as i should.

Ok, enough of that. This week had been a bad week for me. Assignments came in like nobody's business and guess what, my fucking hard disk died!!!

At this fucking crucial period when i need my battle proven, efficiency guaranteed, strong and sturdy laptop, one of the most vital component broke down!!!

There goes all my fucking files and photos and songs and documents and materials and most importantly, my productivity!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

For those whom in a group assignment with me, if i am late, blame my laptop.

Now, not only my hard disk died. The worst news is, the hard disk model no longer in circulation!! What the fuck? It means even if i wanted to change one, i got no one to change to. Damn! Damn! Damn! Why the hell technology have to move so fast? I had only bought this thing three years ago!!! That is only a fucking three years!!!

Suddenly, the whole world came crushing. I am buried in the midst of rubbles in the form of works. Suddenly, i got no connectivity. Suddenly, i am cut out!!! Fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So fucked up...Living on a borrowed laptop from Princess Cindy to finish my works and blogs. Damn!!!

Moral values - there can be no moral value in buying a laptop. When i bought this thing at RM 3200++, it was the best in its range. Now, something thrice the performance and specs can be bought at half the price or less. And they might still break in three years.

Fucked up!

Falling Leaves Short Story Collection : Untitled...

2009-03-18T00:57:00.003+08:00

I wrote this as an experimental piece, combining two very distinct style together. Please give comment ok? Thank you..

11 May 1994, 4.00 p.m., Rainy Day,

Sally told me today she got an offer to read law in Harvard. She was ecstatic. I am very happy for her too. But deep inside, I had a mixed feeling. I don’t know how to describe, but maybe the rain did it for me.

The rain cleanses the Earth, giving it the much needed respite to the heat. And yet, it wets the clothes and throw a spanner to people’s work.

I think, that is how I felt too. Very deep inside, I wanted to ask her to stay. To be with me here. But I knew I can’t. And so I suppressed my feeling, swallowed my words, and forced a grin.

Maybe she was too happy that she did not realize my feeling. And that is good too. I can’t let her know how I felt. I must be happy for her, for her to achieve what she had set out for, or she will be doubtful, and sad, that I am not there for her.

May God grant her the dream that she always had, my beloved baby.

29 May 1994, 6.oo p.m., Clear,

In another two weeks, Sally will be going to US. We went shopping for her needs. She is still ecstatic, while I had to suppress my feeling deeper.

Outside her house, I hugged her very tightly and long before letting go. I think she knew, for her face changed to one of nearing to tears. Had she been thinking too?

10 June 1994, 2.00 a.m., Cloudy,

Two days later, she will be going. We shared our last day together, for tomorrow belongs to her family. That night, she refused to go back, crying.

Baby, please don’t cry. The beautiful eyes of yours are not meant for crying. They should be the sparkle that will bring smile to millions of faces. They had brought innumerable smiles to my face and they will continue to.

Three years later, when you are back, we will be celebrating our love again. This goodbye will not be our last, though it will be long before we meet again.

You have to go, don’t worry about me. I will be waiting for you here. The place in my heart will always belongs to you, wherever you may be.

12 June 1994, 5.00 p.m., Windy,

She is gone. Sending her off at the airport, while suppressing my tears, my heart felt like it will have to collapse too. I can’t cry, or she will be, too. I can’t make it harder for her to go. But my eyes just won’t listen. Like an untamed waterfall, they flowed. And reluctantly, at the very last moment, I let her go, to her destiny and future.

I looked as her airplane took off, soaring the sky, and away from me, little by little. Sally is tore from me, bit by bit.

Take care, Sally. I will be waiting for you.

25 July 1994, 11.00 p.m., Sunny,

I got my Diploma in Interior Design with distinction. But sadly, Sally is not here to share this with me.

She did congratulate that night when we chat on the phone. We have chatted very little as international call is expensive. But for this occasion, I don’t mind paying a bit more.

12 August 1994, 3.00 a.m., Rainy,

Two months had past, and yet I can still hear her stifled sobs in the phone. It was hard, for both of us. We had been together since 15 and this is the first time we have not seen each other for so long

Me too, hid my tears. We both knew we were crying, but we chose not to trigger it, lest it became a full blown wailing. But every night, after talking to her, I can’t help but to cry my heart out on my pillow.

Creative Impulse is a nice place to work. Here, I am exposed to numerous high level works. Thanks to my mentor, Kevin, I can finally find a good footing to launch my career.

18 September 1996, 6.00 p.m., Windy,

I had been promoted to assistant chief designer!!!!!!

16 February 1998, 12.00 a.m., Rainy,

In another two months, Sally will be back. But she sounded like she is having a deep thought. Why?

15 March 1998, 1.30 a.m., Thunderstorm,

She told me, at last.

Sally got an offer from a big law firm, and she accepted it, without even telling me.

But I do not begrudge her, though she will not return now.

What should I do?

18 March 1998, 2.00 a.m., Cloudy,

I will have to let her go.

We both knew I can’t go to her. And we both knew, she wouldn’t be back. She knew I had a family to support, brothers and sisters to put through colleges. And I knew, her chance only come once. And she will not let it go.

We both knew this is the best.

But that had not stopped my tears. Nor hers.

19 March 1998, 1.30 a.m., Windy, very windy,

I resisted the urge to call, for this call will be the last goodbye. The last goodbye to our seven years of relationship. The last goodbye to the love in my heart.

Who can understand, the waves in me, that slammed again and again against the wall of my heart? Who can understand, the bond that is about to be severed? Who can tell me, how should I finally face this?

Who knew, how much I can’t let go? And who knew, no matter how many drops of blood dripping from my grip, I still have to let go?

And who understand, the upheavals I am feeling inside? No one, no one…I can only cry alone, in the darkness of the night.

The breeze punctured my skin, piercing through my heart. And out it spilled, all the memories inside. The days when we used to laugh together. The days when we used to cry together. The days we used to just hold hands, and lie on the field, watching the time passed us by,

20 March 1998, 3.30 a.m., Dark and Cold,

She called, at last. I detest myself for not even having the courage to do so.

And so, it was a goodbye. A goodbye that we both knew is to come. A goodbye that we both knew it is necessary. A goodbye, to all goodbyes.

It was short, very short. But is still remember every words she said…

David, I know you knew what I am about to say..

I knew, please don’t say it yet…

I am so sorry, David…

It’s ok, baby, I know, I understand…But just let me have this little moment yet…

…………………………………

David…

No, wait….

I really can’t let go, baby….

David…

I said I know!!! Just let me have this little moment, while you still belong to me….

…………………………………..

Guess…I still….have to let you go…right?

Yea….I am sorry….

It’s ok….take care…

So do you….

And so, it ended, I guess….

* * * * * * *

Ten years had passed since that faithful night. David is now a celebrity interior designer. Well, the “celebrity” does not means he now goes on TV or anything like that, but rather, he is now very famous in this line. And obviously, he now got his own interior design firm, Davedo.

But fate does not have it that way. It follows that one day, David got a meeting with a client. This client seems to be a big shot, recommended by his mentor, Kevin, and demand that he himself to be the one who do the design for the renovation of his newly bought home.

And so, at that morning, and it has been a long time since David woke up in the morning, David came in with his normal working attire, which is a jeans paired with a seemingly business suit that has a back side shouting profanities. It shows attitude, was what David always said.

“Hello Veronce”

“Good morning, David, and unfortunately, you are late again and your Mr. Lee is waiting in the Conference Room 5,” Veronce, his secretary said nonchalantly.

“Shit” was the only response.

He ran the length of his firm, which was nestled in an old neighborhood of Petaling Jaya. His office was converted from a colonial era house facing the main road. Nowaday, nobody stay in this kind of houses as they will be eating dust everyday. But with the strategic and mature location, they are converted into business centre, with boutique and bridal became the main staple.

After a few “good morning David” (he does not allow his workers call him by his last name), he finally reached the conference room. True to his style, the room was simple yet pleasant. He insisted on fresh flowers (his favorite would be tulips) be replaced everyday. There is only a small table and four chairs, the kind that normally found in café. On the tiny soft pink wall, hung an abstract painting by David himself, but anyone who sees it said they saw an indiscrimate splash of paints.

“The painting is so sad, as though he pour his complicate mixed feeling into it,” he heard a woman saying. Just why was the voice so familiar?

He knocked the door, and went in, “Sorry I am late, my previous appointment dragged on too long,” rehearsing his tried and tested excuse flawlessly.

The man and the woman turn. And he stood there stunned.

“It’s ok. You must be the famed David. I am Lee and this is my fiancée Sally,” said Mr. Lee.

It might have been a few years had just passed him by. But no, barely 3 seconds, he recovered and shook hand with both of them, “My pleasure.”

Sally took a longer time to recover, but she did, shaking his hand and managed a thin smile. The one of discomfort that David knew only too well.

“I heard from Kevin that you are the best here”

Pulling his eyes away from the woman no longer his, he turn to address Mr. Lee, “He is only joking, don’t trust him,” he managed with a smile.

Mr. Lee chuckled and brought out his house floor plan. “I don’t waste time on small talk, hope you can understand, but this is my house and I need to renovate it just in time for our wedding in July,” he said, while giving Sally’s hand a squeeze.

* * * * * * * *

Sally reached the marble door steps of the firm that she visited earlier, the one that her new love seek out her old love to renovate their new love nest. She hesitated but pressed the ring still. It was already 9 p.m. but somehow, she knew, David is there.

“Err…you?”

“Hi, is it too late?”

“No, not at all, please come in..”

Sat in his office, she looked around, while he went to bring some coffees. Pictures of David winning numerous awards and his artworks donning the wall. But what struck her the most was the photo frame on the desk. The first picture they took together, hugging and laughing, with the sandy Redang beach as background, taken some 15 years ago. She whisked the photo into her arm, looking dreamily. Those were the happier days, when love is so innocent, as it is pure. And her tears starting to fall.

David suddenly appeared at the door, with the coffees..

“Are you…”

Before he can finish, she rushed out of the office and like the gushing wind, gone from his sight…

* * * * * * * *

“Ma’am, a letter for you,”

“Thank you,” Sally took the letter.

“Dear Sally,

Silly girl, why do you cry? You are getting married soon, you should be happy. I will be happy for you too.

David”

Sigh…She only knew him too well……

THE END

Car Owners, Beware...Car Thiefs Go Japan to Study How to Steal Your Car

2009-03-15T22:36:00.004+08:00

I posted this in amethyst boy say...but as it seems interesting, maybe i shall repost here

Even Car Thiefs Go Abroad to Study

I don't know if this should be a proud moment or a miserable one.

It seems Malaysian car thiefs are going to Japan to study how to disable alarm and duplicate car key.

NST reported that thiefs are sent by their syndicates to Japan to learn all they could about every new model that came out. The course lasted three months.

Not only that. The syndicates also practiced specialization, where one person is expert in one area, say steering lock while another disable the car alarm. Not only that, there is also specialization by models on car. One may speacialized in Honda while another, Toyota.

The reason that spur this investment in human capital by the car theft syndicates is attributed to global demand for stolen car. Yupe, they even embraced globalization, somehow faster than the rest of the law-abiding citizens. Orders came from as far as Sierre Leone and South Africa. Never heard of Sierre Leone? Try google it =p

Now, if you are a car owner, don't worry, all might not be lost. If you drive a Proton or Perodua, there seems to be little market for your car (you should, of all people, know why).

If you drive a foreign brand, well God bless you. If you are in a Japanese car, just be thankful that your car is gone when you are not in it because, apparently, the car thiefs cannot master the skills to steal a Merc or BMW. Why thankful? Well, because the thief now turns robber who will wait for you to get into your car or follow your home to hijack your car.

And, if your car is gone, just get an insurance claim and forget about getting your car back because it will be shipped to a place you never hear before. And all this happens faster than you drive from KL to Penang.

No first party insurance? Well, why not, since your car is still here, get one?

i don't understand, i don't know

2009-03-15T00:26:00.002+08:00

who remembers...

the time when we slogged together..

but no one remembers...

the names of the faceless..

and the mute..

blood dripped from my tighten grip..

but to no avail..

who am i to say this?

but no, it was not so..

who forgets?

i do not know..

nor do i understand..

i let go..

silly me..

but nevermind..

no one knew how much i can't let go too..

no, no, no...

i don't, too..........

The World had Gone Mad, Mate

2009-03-14T01:59:00.003+08:00

In a bar, David said to his friend;

"Ye know, i can't communicate with my grandson, Kevin, anymore".

Puzzled, Andy asked, "But why? You had always been close with him?" Kevin was David's only grandson form his only daughter, Mary.

"Ye see, the other day, the lad asked me to buy him a mouse. So bought him a white mice, i did. But he cried, saying that was not the mouse. He wanted something that will plug into his computer for him to caress and press"

"Ahh...he meant that mouse"

"Ye know, those were the days when cookies are meant to be eaten and not deleted. Those were the days when cleaning disk will requires water."

"And those were the days when anti-virus are meant to be drank!!" quipped Andy.

"Aye mate..I can't see how to communicate with that lad anymore. Yesterday, I just opened up his computer and scrubbed the disk with water and soap. He almost killed me with his look"

"You are not alone, mate. The other day my granddaugther, Jude, wanted an anti-spyware. I brought her into my room and sat her on the chair and said 'My princess, you got no business with military intelligence so drop it off'" added Andy, ruefully. "And she fall off the chair and sprained her ankle from all the laughing"

"Ye meant she is in the military?" David looked straight into Andy's eyes.

"Nay, mate. But i still don't know why an eight-years-old needs a military device. Anyway, her mother got her one in the Tesco. Didn't know now even supermarket sells military stuffs."

"The world had gone mad, mate"

"Sure it is, sure it is..i can't recognise the world i see now..Not even this...what is it called again, lad?" Andy asked the buxom bartender.

The bartender gave it a look and said "Bloody Mary"

"Ye need not insult my daughter, little one," scowled David.

"Sir, that drink was called Bloody Mary but it ain't got any blood from anyone called Mary" replied the buxom bartender.

"Why ye think they call it such a horrible name?" David now turn his gaze to Andy.

"I've got no idea mate, but it makes me feel like a vampire now" replied Andy, groggily.

"The world is mad, mate"

"It is, it is"

Tossing the his glass, David said "To Bloody Mary"

"And to anti-spyware, whatever it meant" replied Andy.

Would You Have Lousy Sex or No Sex

2009-03-12T01:49:00.002+08:00

For those who knew me personally, there is nothing wrong with my sex life, thank you very much.

Now, this is a question i was thinking when plotting my first short story for a few decades. Yes, Purple Leaves will have his first short story posted here soon..Yay!!!!

ok back to the question. Now let's say you got a husband or wife or a live in partner, and you had been horny for long, and the other one either feigned ignorance or don't bother deiced not to care. And when you try to ask for it through words or action, you got some very lousy sex.

So will you rather have it or will you not?

For me, well, i rather not having it. what's the point of having sex if it is not enjoyable? Rather than facing the disappointment, why not go get a better one. Opps i felt some holier than thou persons throwing eggs at me for preaching infidelity, but go to hell, good girls go to heaven but bad girls go everywhere!!!!

but i am not preaching you to screw behind your wife/husband/partner's back. just if one day, if your are lucky, you managed to break free, maybe you can have sex without those painful memories, then it is more fair to the one you may be fucking later.

maybe you can share your opinion as to this regard here?

Which Direction Should This Blog Go?

2009-03-09T17:15:00.002+08:00

They say, blog, like the blogger, matures with time. With time, it will take its own distinctive form and have its own characteristic.

This is true. My first blog, amethyst boy says... already at its own stride, from being a barely alive blog, now turned into a collection of news from various sources, plus my own commentaries, and editorial. And it attracted a huge traffic there, and finally, someone did commented.

But this blog still in the midst of flowing into nowhere. Intended to be a blog to put my literature, i had a bloody writer's block that had been going on for years and years and i can't even pen a short story. And so, it died a natural death, before even getting started. Since i registered it, i should use it right? Then it turns into my diary but again, it fails because I DON'T WRITE DIARY. How sad how sad.

And so, it became a collection of postings that i felt not suitable for amethyst boy says.. and so it became. But it doesn't feel right. No it did not.

Then, finding passion in food, i try to write food review here and i occasionally still do, but laziness to upload photos get the best of me. Anyway, i joined a food blog group and will review there, though will still do here.

And so, being neither here nor there, where should this blog go? I really don't know. Maybe, just maybe, in the very near future, the road will present itself, but for the time being, this blog, will still be one of no direction.

Waiting for the road to present itself...

Food Review : Foods Around Kajang, and UKM Part I

2009-03-09T15:46:00.011+08:00

I had wanted to do this for a long time. To compile a list of restaurants and foods around Kajang-Bangi area for the benefits of UKM students and Kajang-Bangi folks. First of all, places you should go

1) Chat Hei (literally translated as 7 Happiness)
CH is one of the places where you can bring anyone important there without feeling embarrassed in Kajang. Say, if you wanted to bring a new date, you won't go too wrong here. This tiny little restaurant is located near the Kajang Pasar, across the river/huge drain that always flood and you can lamost missed it if you don't look well.

see how tiny is the shop?

The food here are accetablely good. The price is on the range of RM 10 - RM 20 so even if you are in a tight budget, you can always get your date to eat here.

my favorite : zha zheong ramen

The picture you see above is a dry ramen called zha zheong ramen. The combination of sauce and ramen is tuned nicely, though i would say the flavoring is a bit over.

chicken chop rice anyone?

Next is the chicken chop rice. As you can see, the chop is very tiny but is good enough for a small appetite person, but not me. The frying is just nice, you won't have burnt or raw meat there, and that itself is an achievement. The dipping sauce is mixed in the right way to complement the light flavor of the fried chop. And for all that, you also get a fried rice wrapped in egg. I almost say omellette but no, it is not. So, now you are full.

2) 21st Century Cafe

This cafe is located at the middle of the hill at Bukit Mewah. The food here are slightly on the high side at RM20 onwards. However, this is compensated with fantastic night view and good food. Certainly a place for lovers.

Amongst the notable menu here is the cheese steamboat. But if you are thinking of a big pot of melted cheese slowly boiling your foods to cook, you are wrong. Apparently, you are to dip your fully cooked and flavored food into a small pot of melted cheese for added flavor. Now that is also good enough right?

cut out from here...
dip inside here

All in all, this is a fantastic place to be in. Well worth the money you pay.

3) Wong's Kitchen Shabu Shabu

Located at Sungai Chua, rumour has it that it had already closed down. Now i am sad because the condition here is great, you can really enjoy your steambot unlike the craze now of streambot buffet where you actually have to eat like you have never eaten before and grab foods like a beggar in a charity free foods drive.

who can say no to this cute pot?

I love it here because the herbal soup base is fantastic. With aircond, you can eat here slowly and tasting your food like you should, not gobling up everything like a hungry beggar.

this was the promotional set for 4 during their one year anni'

The pricing here is based on sets and ala carte. One normal set cost you RM 12.90 ++ while the chicken set that i normally take cost me RM 16.90 ++..

this dessert is surprisingly good!!

Oh, how i miss this place..Auntie Wong, reopen this place please?

4) Noddle Station, Metro Point

Next is this Noddle Station at Metro Point. All types of noddles you normally find around are found here, if you don't mind paying extra, that is. The pricing here is RM 10 onwards.

The plus point in this restaurant is that the mee are in-house and boiled to perfection. You won't get too soft a mee or too raw. And the soup base is just nice and had its own distinction to it.

recommended - but i forgot the name =p think it is some har mee after adding extra wan ton
and this is some clear soup mee, after adding extra mee

can you believe this is green tea?

Another thing that i think is most commendable about this restaurant is, the pictures you see in the menu is the one you will really get when it comes out of the kitchen. How about that for a change?

I think that's all folks for part 1. There will be more to come in the near future.

This Road, We Chose

2009-03-08T02:42:00.002+08:00

This road, we chose,
Where will it ends?

This road, we chose,
Where will it leads to?

This road, we chose,
Is it the road, we should?

Food Review : Wan Chai HK Restaurant

2009-03-08T02:16:00.003+08:00

Recently i joined a group food blog and below is my first post;

Wan Chai HK Restaurant Part 2

I don't know what gone into your taste buds, Chris but Wan Chai just won't do it.

Chris praise the Pork Chop Hot Stone Rice as ichiban and Hot Plate Fish, Chicken, and Pork Set as good combination. He gave Wan Chai 3/5 stars overall.

To be fucking fair, i have never tasted those two but those that i have tried convinced me not to step in Wan Chai anymore.

First of all, the Cheese Baked Rice.

Fuck, just by putting two slabs of meat on top of a half-cooked rice and baked it with a slice or two of cheese is a cheese baked rice?

Tell you what, first of all, the rice is HALF-COOKED!!!!! Too little water i reckon. If my little sister put too little water to boil some rice that might be acceptable but what the hell, you are opening a fucking restaurant for God sake.

Then the sauce. Too fucking poor? Why, the sauce was not even enough to seep through those half-cooked rice and i ended up eating white, tasteless, HALF-COOKED rice, together with two slabs of meat.

The meat, well, it is ok.

The cheese..Cheese...Too poor to put more fucking cheese? Nevermind, its ok...

Next, fried rice.

I have never seen a fried rice like this.
What are those? Tasteless, stingy with toppings fried rice? Puke. puke, puke!!!!!!!

After the meal, Chloe, Cindy and i have to go eat McD to fill up our stomachs. As you can no doubt see, those are really small servings, not to mention not tasty.

Chris give it a 3/5...

Me? hmm...

-6 out of 5...

Say something nice?

Good job pasting your restaurant name on the wall. Really strong glue..Good buy..

Falling Leaves Quote of the Day (A Tribute to Loss of Love)

2009-03-01T23:44:00.005+08:00

"Eventhough everyone has her own story, the ending will always be similar"

We meet, we Loved, and we broke up,

i cried, i cried, did u?

why we broke?

why you go away?

why do your scent still linger?

why are you so cruel?

why am i still thinking of you?

i creid, i cried, cried..

but your are gone...

just like leaf that falls into the river..

you flowed away, i can't catch..

you are gone, for the sea or the lake?

i knew not, knew not..

but does it matter does it not?

for dreams that chased away will come back again not...

Just how many of us who had been through a break up experienced the above described poem? I think most do. When we break up, we will start to think and question ourself. Sometimes, we even blame. Sometimes, we got into a ditch for nothing.

But it all doesn't matter because in the end of the day, everything that we experienced will only be like it is, an experience. A memory that is sweet yet incomplete. After a long long time. A long long time.

For you who are experiencing break up now, let me just say this;

In Love, it is all about making the other one happy. To fully appreciate him/her.

If one cannot appreciate another, maybe it is better to let go

So that the other had a chance to be appreciated by another who knew how to.

And to let the one to appreciate someone whom he knew how to.

Even if it is painful, but Love is not all sweet, though it may be true.

I was Thinking

2009-03-01T22:12:00.004+08:00

I was thinking...

If the time can be turned back, will i be still making the decision i have made?

If i knew what it had become today, will i still be doing it?

I think, considering me, i will just do what i had done.

Because, that is just me.....

What Should Malaysia Do With Chua Soi Lek

2009-02-25T13:17:00.003+08:00

Do this;

No need sue him lar....what he do with his dick and what she do with her mouth no concern you right? Gila...

Disclaimer - just for fun, no harm intended, dun sue me, no money pay u either..

Why Politicians Jump

2009-02-25T13:12:00.001+08:00

i think this pretty sums up why some politicians jump ship recently....

disclaimer - just for fun, no harm intended, dun sue me, no money pay you either...

Postman

2009-02-23T15:58:00.002+08:00

Those were the days when children will tell aloud, proudly, that their ambition are to be postmen.

Try tell your mom today..

Chances are, she will look at your deeply, and say;

"How are you going to earn money to survive?"

Yup, reality bites.

These days, no parent will want their children to be postman. Nor any child will tell their parent that.

Just for the simple reason of money.

But then, do you know how great postmen are?

Lately i went to see a prospecting student. The address is a mess. Even GoogleMaps cannot help. And the direction given by the parent is totally useless.

After some two hours of driving, asking numerous bystanders whom gave conflicting directions, we finally met a postman. He so nicely drew a map for us and gave us some fantastic and easy directions, we finally found the house.

Now, not only is the postman knew his job, but he is exceedingly friendly and this is totally unexpected of Malaysian public and semi-public servants. It does make one wonder how many good postmen are there outside.

For all your good help that probably save my petrol and get me my job, thank you, Mr Postman!

Falling Leaves Quote of the Day

2009-02-18T00:04:00.004+08:00

字不醉人人自醉

"...the words do not drunk you, but you yourself do.."

the wine that behold,

fell...

swimming in my head,

the image of you..

you came and go..

i saw you through..

who indeed went,

we shalt never knew...

i kept you in me,

letting all the images fade..

i kept the time,

letting it be a memory long bygone..

i let the tears flow,

and they turned into the rain..

flowing from the sky,

back to you, to you..

i kept the words,

letting them drift into poems..

the words drunk me..

i saw the sky discolored into grey..

you are gone..

who indeed bled..

my tears, written into words..

woven into a poem, untitled..

who had read,

who haven't..

no, it wasn't the words,

it was me, who drunk..

The Meaning of Valentine's

2009-02-15T18:13:00.002+08:00

Some say it is a celebration of love..

Some say it is a memorial of a brave heart..

Some say it is for lovers to immerse themselves.

Valentine's, whatever it may be intended for, should bear a wider meaning. It is, for me, a commemoration of Love. A wider Love, encompassing all.

it is for all who Loved..

who loves your families..

who loves your friends...

who loves thy's neighbour..

who loves the animals...

who loves the Nature..

and most importantly, to love yourself...

Valentine's..i thought of my girl..

Valentine's..i am guilty of forgetting my family, for not going back to celebrate my birthday, with the "busy" being brandied (i did am busy).

Valentine's..thank God i learned to love..

For the pitiest is the one who forgot to love and spread love..

Thank God, i still knew of Love..

Though Love i knew of, little it is..

I will continue to learn..

The meaning of Love..

The smaller Love..

and the greater Love..

and Valentine's, brought me the thought of Love..

Love..

Happy Valentine's people!!!

Why So Jam?

2009-02-09T16:32:00.003+08:00

This morning while i was driving along Bangi, many policemen were on duty. They block the road and held up traffic like nobody's business. You might think there might be a demonstration, but Perak is far from here.So much so that even the roundabout was stuck.

Yupe, stuck, but this was before it got worse. So what possibly caused this?

They need many policemen.

And more...

They even need escort cars.

And even more cars..

Who the hell the that great Very Important PIG?

Oh it's them....

The Le Tour De Langkawi biking championship was so low key that i did not even know it was on until they stuck me in a jam. Just what kind of business this people are doing, not promoting a great event like this? Waiting to lose money i think?

Utter Disgrace!

2009-02-07T13:36:00.002+08:00

I thought, as i deservedly so, that i can retire by now. No, some stuck-ups believed that walk-out in the middle of debating the legality of a constitutional change is an appropriate thing to do.

And so, the AGM had to be a hung one and another constitutional change is proposed and another EGM is on and another election will be done.

And that means we will be the caretakers for at least another 3 weeks.

Just why they resort to blackmail is beyond me. Why they have to make it so political is above me. They even top what we did last time. At least we have the guts to stand our ground and agreed for reelection. But saying if there is a reelection the whole batch will not be standing in it again is a blackmail. Walking out when there is no unfairness or inherent bias is just uncalled for. Shame on you, the so called law students.

Utter disgrace.

I am RETIRING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-02-05T19:50:00.003+08:00

Finally, i am spending my last days as an office holder in Student Council. My first experience with Student Council dated back to 2 years ago, being the V.P. for the College Student Council in my university. It was, sadly appointed, not elected and i am merely chosen to ensure a nice color mix. Wrong choice i think they made.

From there i gained immense authority and influence but squandered most of it due to my indifference. But when we are under attack, from the college admin no less, i think i did the right thing to initiate a fightback, which is dirty and messy, though we may be on the lesser side, no one party really lost. Which is why i say they chose the wrong person. Another guy/girl might just keep quiet and be timid.

But then, just why do people keep thinking on a racial line? I am NOT there to HELP you yellow-skinned people alone. I am there to serve all residents of the college. Think i did the right thing to just do whatever i think is right. And those who refused to work with people of other color (refers to ALL who does so, not anyone in particular) should just live in an island since in this globalized world, every color, white, black, yellow, brown and especially greenback (that is US dollar) people existed.

But these islanders do exist in mainland (no offense to all who live in the island, just a way of expression with the meaning confined within this post) and all it takes is to have a group of islanders to shout "He Sucks" for someone else to make it an issue and attack you. But all should be taken in stride and pride. For perhaps maybe i do suck sometimes and suckers are to be scorned. Nevertheless, i hold myself clean if the issue centered on helping a segment of people. That is not me so go to hell. And those who have personal problems get on attacking me officially, i hold all your arguments invalid.

Appointed, meaning it is hard to maintain impartiality especially when you have to toe the official line. The appointment does not give your the voice to say "I am ELECTED" to whoever tried to turn you around their little finger. It takes more effort to get what you want but there can be no mistaking where you lean. And when you lean on another side, there goes your ass.

Which might be the reason why all of our asses got burned. But no shit, i think most of us are proud with our services and works and no, we do not take part in your stupid politics and i am enormously proud of it. But being noble just got you attacking us more viciously and dirtily but no we were and still are holding fast to student welfare.

It was through my abilities and popularity that i think got me an overwhelming win in my Faculty Student Council election (yes, elected). And some maneuvers which i intended to bring one change transformed into another when one vital leg gone ineffective and one insider gone awry. That is one horrible mistake i made which i hope will not have repercussion later on.

Nevertheless, this second brush with Student Council brought more successes than the first. We are able to do more for student welfare and advancement though this hard works are often unappreciated. Mind you, we don't get paid or anything so do be nice. There are more to take care of than the demand of a little group of people. If it can be fulfilled, it is already done. If it can't, nothing under our power to do can do it for you. If it is willful neglect or negligence, you may, by all means point it out. But if you are merely trying to find some issues, maybe you should get your brain checked. Don't you have more important things to do than to pick bones? I would rather blogging and reading and making money than picking unimportant bones.

till today, a day before i am due to retire, i am still working; scheduling meetings, trainings etc for another bunch of people. But outside people who knew, we just look very busy to them, for no apparent reason, or for some trivia reasons. Even those whom we helped knew only of that little of we do, and largely not knowing the rest of our works. Not that i really care but can't people be more appreciative of all the free labor that we are doing? No, not to say thank you but perhaps more understanding?

And tomorrow, a few hours before i retire, i still have another meeting to set to ensure things run. And i think, so do the rest of the people. But i do know some are trying very hard to make a ruckus in the AGM. How childish. If those are legitimate grouses, go ahead but experience told us that the AGM often used to pursue personal agenda and some actually having fun created havoc. I rather go home blogging if it is not compulsory for me to attend to present my report for approval.

Have i done well? Of course i can do better but mistakes do happens. Sorry if there is anything bothers you. But as of now, i am enjoying the feeling of going to retire.

=p

Of CNY, CNY Album, Mydin, Reunion etc...

2009-02-04T00:29:00.006+08:00

First of all, happy chinese new year!!!!!!!!!!

I had been missing for more than a week on CNY holiday whereby i got no internet connection to blog.

And then my wireless router broke.

What a great way to open a new year!!

The first thing everyone realized is that this year the celebration is rather subdued due to the current economic crisis. In the busiest Sungei Wang Plaza, price reduction is at full force, with many shops opting for a RM 25 all item strategy. In time like this, everyone will have their share cut.

But at this time, many new year song albums got into full force, with two main chinese radio station, 988 and myfm, coming out with their own new year songs album and manage to gain a fantastic sales.

I remember new year songs album used to be the monopoly of NSR with their artist worked only once a year to come out with a smashing new year songs hit. Singers like Luo Bin miraculously only need to work in this one album a year to survive, Ok, maybe not, maybe he had some other jobs too. Just what job he is doing is beyond me (nor do i care!!).

While those albums may have a field day, the same cannot be said of other industries. At least very little are having any CNY ads at all, very different compared to previous years.

When the waist had to be tighten, the purse had to be stringed. So many will throng to the cheapest place and one of them happens to be Mydin. And the photo below tells a thousand words:

Remarkably, the credit card service on that fateful day is down. Luckily we did not buy many.

The most memorable thing for me this CNY is the reunion with my old friends. Everyone now is somebody and everyone had grown. Ji Wen had grown wiser and prettier while Whye Kit i think fatter. Wai Hoe still the loud Wai Hoe but he now converse in grimmer issues of politics, law and current issues. Ash and Yau Fee too had grown wiser and grimmer. Darren still the same Darren but now with tonnes of missiles shoting in his head. Pek Lean still has many to say but little of his heart was poured but, that is him. Jun Huy would be his complete opposite, little to say, lesser to spill. Chin Hoong is now a chemist while the UTM duo Pearly and Mun Keat is still there struggling.

Your truly is still here blogging. He is seriously considering his blogging direction. And future direction. And he is seriously considering throwing shhits at someones faces. Probably not.

Happy New Year Folks. May this year be better than the year before. It can't be worse than last though, so maybe that is something.

Chris is Cooking

2009-01-18T21:07:00.004+08:00

What i think that started as some private joke between the two has boiled down to a real affair. Chris put his hand where his mouth is by going down and dirty to cooked a meal.

Introducing the chef of the day;

Chris (woke up earliest to cook, so never make up)

Amongst the food tasting experts are;

BB (just woke up)

vio vio (all dolled up)

XY (just woke up, a few minutes ago)

Where am i? Holding the camera, idiot. Well if you must,
Me, at another location at another time when this pic is taken.

And the dishes presented are;

a) Curry Chicken

This curry chicken looks like a curry chicken, taste like a curry chicken, and well, it is a curry chicken. Slightly over done when cooking up the paste though but still, it was a good curry chicken.

b) Boiled vegetable

Well, again it look like one and taste like one.

c) Herbal Soup

Holy shit, Chris only boiled it for an hour and yet it still taste good. But a reminder to all kids out there, never emulate this at home. A soup must be simmered at least 3 hours to ensure the taste and that all material are thoroughly cooked.

All in all, that was a great effort by Chris and he certainly did well. Only BB has nothing good to say about it but i think she is merely refraining from praising Chris. Not that it is abnormal.

We even sent the soup to Geok who was then recovering at home so that she can taste it too.

But then, the next day, our stomach had some misforgiving.

Maybe we shouldn't sent it to Geok.

But nevermind, afterall if she felt anything wrong, the blame will go to dengue.

=p

Year Three Law Student CNY Dinner

2009-01-18T20:44:00.007+08:00

From 20++ (that is almost all of the Chinese) people down 10 people, this year CNY dinner is a wreck. Wrecked by those who decided eating out together once a year is a bad thing if some people they dislike is also there. And to make thing worse, influence others not to join too.

But then, it's ok, since those who sincerely wanted to join are there to have fun together. But i really wonder what those people who canceled their participation in the last minute are thinking.

Nevermind, so we went to Hoi Tong Steambot in Serdang where we can boil (that is steambot) and stir fry (they called it bbq. Wonder if they never learn English) buffet style.

Some random pics;

Introducing, the organizer, vio vio. Just look at her face.

from right, shea erl, jasmine, yoi ping and amy

amy and yoi ping

wei dhen (i dunno how to spell) sitting beside the most eligible bachelor, Chris. Look at how happy is her.

that is me and xy

and the star of the night, who took all the golden mushroom away, BB.

because of her, we go from this
into this
there are so many mushroom that we cooked them for a long time.

And before it all ends, we have this;

The food is good. Afterall, you cooked yourself =p the soup base is nice, the variety is a lot, things are good, and priced at RM 23.00 per person including tea, this is definately the place to go for group eating.

Neverind if we cannot have all to participate. Nevermind if some never treat the school and course mates as anything. As long as those who do are happily enjoying ourselves, that is all matters right?

Poor Geok who was absent due to dengue. Nevermind, try again next year =p

Dengue

2009-01-18T16:47:00.004+08:00

Dengue is a bad. Spread by mosquito, there is no escape unless the mosquito breeding sites are destroyed, which in certain areas it means no chance at all. And one of them is Kajang.

GC, who stayed in Kajang was down with dengue. But even when her platelet fell to 50++ level, the hospital refused to admit her. Only when it further dropped to 30++ that she is admitted.

So we throng to visit her there and the below greeted us;

This, is the panel of a lift. Shit, do they never upgrade? But since it is still working then i think it's ok. But unfortunately, it never stop at Level Two where Geok was staying. When XY told some ghost story and the lift skipped Level Two to open at Level Three, Vio and BB screamed and i became crazy by association with them.

And we saw Geok doing this;

Yupe, eating her mum-cooked porridge.

Dengue is no good. Just look at how they torture Geok;

And those were just for a day. The few days later, GEok had more holes than a Swiss cheese.

For memorabilia, we got this;

I think only these people can make staying in hospital looked like a picnic. Where am i? Holding the camera, stupid.

p.s. Geok had since recovered and will go shopping tomorrow, three days after she is discharged.

Big Ass is Good

2009-01-14T01:54:00.002+08:00

No shit. Big ass is good. In fact, it is good for health! NYDAilyNews.com reported that a new research by Harvard Medical School shows that fats on buttock and hip area can help prevent Type 2 Diabetes and high blood pressure.

Yupe, having an ass like J.Lo and Beyonce actually save your life. Next time when people say you have a big ass, tell them it is good for health.

But then again, there is always some down side. Too much fat may caused you osteoporosis, varicose veins, eating disorder and obviously, low self-esteem.

On the other hand, for those whose fat tend to accumulate at the stomach region, they are more prone to diabetes and heart disease, for the simply reason of the fat may packed around the liver and pancreas region.

But the very good news is, as long as you keep a lean shape, you may have little health problem. Yea, overweight is always bad and having a lean body is always good, other than looking good as well!

And big ass is definitely good.

Time to say Goodbye

2009-01-11T22:57:00.001+08:00

Time to say Goodbye - Andrea Bocelli

Quando sono solo
Sogno allorizzonte
E mancan le parole
Si lo so che non c? luce
In una stanza
Quando manca il sole
Se non ci sei tu con me, con me.
Su le finestre
Mostra a tutti il mio cuore
Che hai acceso
Chiudi dentro me
La luce che
Hai incontrato per strada

Time to say goodbye
Paesi che non ho mai
Veduto e vissuto con te
Adesso si li vivro.
Con te partiro
Su navi per mari
Che io lo so
No no non esistono piu
Its time to say goodbye.

Quando sei lontana
Sogno allorizzonte
E mancan le parole
E io si lo so
Che sei con me con me
Tu mia luna tu sei qui con me
Mio sole tu sei qui con me
Con me con me con me

Time to say goodbye
Paesi che non ho mai
Veduto e vissuto con te
Adesso si li vivro.
Con te partiro
Su navi per mari
Che io lo so
No no non esistono piu
Con te io li rivivro.
Con te partiro
Su navi per mari
Che io lo so
No no non esistono piu
Con te io li rivivro.
Con te partiro
Io con te.

Translation

Time to say goodbye

When Im alone
I dream on the horizon
And words fail;
Yes, I know there is no light
In a room
Where the sun is not there
If you are not with me.
At the windows
Show everyone my heart
Which you set alight;
Enclose within me
The light you
Encountered on the street.

Time to say goodbye,
To countries I never
Saw and shared with you,
Now, yes, I shall experience them,
Ill go with you
On ships across seas
Which, I know,
No, no, exist no longer;
With you I shall experience them.

When you are far away
I dream on the horizon
And words fail,
And yes, I know
That you are with me;
You, my moon, are here with me,
My sun, you are here with me.
With me, with me, with me,

Time to say goodbye,
To countries I never
Saw and shared with you,
Now, yes, I shall experience them,
Ill go with you
On ships across seas
Which, I know,
No, no, exist no longer;
With you I shall re-experience them.
Ill go with you
On ships across seas
Which, I know,
No, no, exist no longer;
With you I shall re-experience them.
Ill go with you,
I with you.

Moving through the Motion

2009-01-10T14:09:00.003+08:00

Just like leaf that fell to the river, i am flowing together with the current. With every step i take, it is just like moving through the motion, everything pre-written, everything pre-planned. Like there is a rule of engagement, following the procedure, engage, terminate, leave.

Step by step, suddenly felt like a doll. Where and whence shall i whither?

Maybe it's Time To Say Goodbye, which no doubt you will notice it is the song singing behind here. But i am afraid, the leaf had not reach the sea, but a big lake. And stay stationery. Saying goodbye to the tree, that had gone long ago.

Maybe i will reach the sea, where the current will be too strong for me. And drown me. Or if i survive, maybe it will bring me to another island. Where there will be new land. And new breeze.

Maybe, it's time to say goodbye. Though i understand it not. But i felt it, and i knew. The leaf may not know the destination but he certainly know, the current that bore him.

Autumn Rhapsody

2009-01-10T01:10:00.003+08:00

Leaves are falling....
when spring cedes...
to embrace the autumn...
and prepare the freeze..

leaves are falling..
and the legs give way too...
falling into silvery dew..
falling into an abode, long before it goes...

leaves are falling...
and the body is failing too..
lost is the youth,
of spring that was due..

leaves are falling..
and the hips sit on a stool..
beside you, watching the leaves...
waiting for the time, when we are due..

leaves are falling....
and no, i am not feeling the blue..
for i have you, and the time with you..
and that, is all that will do...

leaves are falling...
and waiting, and holding your hand will do....

Kuala Lumpur men are top ten sexiest in the world

2009-01-09T02:22:00.004+08:00

Maybe they like our mat rempit or those who like to blow up people with C4, Matador Night seems to believe our men are top ten sexiest in the world. I don't know about you but it does sound weird to me. Maybe i am not used to Malaysian guys being called sexy. Not that i am not, mind you. Hey, cut me some slacks.

This article though, receive no comment in AsiaOne like the ladies list did, which is in my previous post, maybe because not many Malaysians read that website.

And well, according to Matador Night, Malaysian guys "are extremely cultured, intelligent and multi-dimensional." err..Which men are they talking about again?

Ok, maybe we are that, just we don't know that yet. Err, maybe because of the "extremely cultured, intelligent and multi-dimensional" thingy, we also have less problem of mismatch between girls and guys, but, hey, i just don't really get used to this. Maybe we have gotten used to hear how suck this country is. Holy shit. So maybe now i should go around confidently bacause i am one of the "extremely cultured, intelligent and multi-dimensional" breed. Not that i am not confident before this but i think you know what i mean.

"extremely cultured, intelligent and multi-dimensional". This sounds good doesn't it?

Whose Girls are the Hottest?

2009-01-09T00:45:00.004+08:00

Before i continue, i must make a few disclaimer;

1) I do appreciate beauty, whether man-made or natural-made, which obviously including women.

2) This post is by no mean a degradation of women into sexual objects, but sex, by all means, is a beauty of human natural features. Yes i do view sex as something more than physical. It is something quite spiritual, and no, this post is not really about sex either.

3) Nope, i am not shooting our Singaporean friends nor Malaysian friends nor any other countries hereafter mentioned.

4) I think me too, am hot, when i wanted to =p ok i know, totally unrelated and untrue. Hey give me a break, at least half-true right?

Now after all the disclaimers, we go to the real thing. Matador Night ran an article on top 10 sexiest girl in the world and our Asian cities listed are Tokyo (my favorite too!), Dubai (i thought they are famous for burning oil money only), Seoul, and Singapore. No shit, Asian got 4 out of 10 places.

Now, those of you feminists here who wanted to riddle my body with a machine gun please refrain from doing so because;

a) It's not me who do the ranking, it is Matador Night
b) They promise another ranking on sexiest male, maybe you are not interested but i will keep an eye on it, not that i am gay mind you
c) While you may think it is distasteful, the fact is there is a thing called freedom of speech

Back to our topic, now i personally think sexy is only a point of view. Any girl can be sexy and even here in Malaysia, we had a lot of sexy joints too. So don't take it personally, it is just a list for fun.

But Singaporeans don't think so. There is a huge discussion on this in Asianone.com where it first published a writing on this and its forum is filled with, well, battle of the sexes. Some are sensible while others consist of jealous comments, low blows, well, i think you know what i mean.

***Note : you can go straight down to the purple color words below if you are not interested with the comments on the article..below there is my personal view**************

While they should be discussing of their sexy ladies, they are instead discussing of how "cheap" the Singaporean ladies are, saying that they will sleep around as long as it is with the ang moh (whites). Now that really sounds familiar. Wasn't that loser i am hearing whining?

but then, from here the hit goes to National University of Singapore (NUS). It was said that the NUS girls are so cheap they go around for fun.

Heck, what the hell is cheap then? If these girls would like to sleep around, what the hell that gonna do with you? If you can sleep around and have fun, i think it should go both way. But those guys would be saying.....no more nice, untouched girls for me now..huhuhu....Hey, no one complain when you get a mail ordered bride right? If you don't sleep around, i don't think you can't find someone of the same. just try harder, dude..Anyway the ridicule continue with the assertion that this people who sleep around free are "cheaper" than those prostitutes who are charging money.

Maybe these Singaporean guys are thinking, "walau, i have to pay for those China-dolls but those ang mohs just come in and get the girls for free. Come from NUS sumore. Dun play-play ah.."

Aiyo....why are you people getting so worked-up over the girls whom you are not considering for marriage anyway?

And finally, the moment i am waiting came. The ladies strike back!!!First by giving totally unrelated thing about oral sex then when a guy talk about flat-chested-ness, another lady (i think) fired him back with machine gun about what he would think about his daugther being dump for having a flat chest (inherited from that man and another Singaporean girl). That is a bit beside the point really. And another guy fired back saying that gives more reason for Singaporean men finding ladies with curvier bodies to ensure that do not happen.

And of course, all the complain of men being boring and all were brought up. And finally, penis size is brought up. Wth the girls declaring size does matter, they brought the fight to a all new (low) height. But then men responded with, yes, it does, that's why we complain of your boobs.

Then there are talks about black men and their dick (yupe, about the size and mannerism on bed though trigged by a lady who told of her personal experience). And finally, someone with some sense talk about mistakes men made on the bed. I think this make sense so i give you the link there. haha..

So this discussion that lasted 5 months and still counting only have one sensible comment. Holy shit.

Now let's move away from those netizens' views and let's talk about my view. First of all, the survey is not something to be taken seriously. Just a marketing shit so why bother?

Now, i believe antwhere in this world there are people who will sleep around and there are those who won't. There are different people with different requirement and there bound to be someone suits you. If he/she haven't arrive, just wait. And if you don't like those who slept around, no one force you with a gun right?

Maybe i shall relate a story i heard sometime ago. This lady always frequent bars but when she saw the guys there, she would tell herself, these guys are not gor marriage. But as time goes on, and she is getting restless, suddenly she had a realisation. These guys are the only ones she knew.

Now that is holy shit.

For the guys and girls, again, there is a freedom of choice. Play by all means and keep finding, for those who are still finding.

And for the record, in the sexiest men list, Kuala Lumpur guys are in top ten. More on that in my next post.

So Much, so much...

2009-01-06T22:51:00.002+08:00

so much, so much....
that slipped from our fingers, drifting to the earth...
so much so much...
that kiss our cheek, but flow through the chin...

so much so much...
that is gone forever, yet we let them go not...
so much so much...
we are lost, though we lost the road not...

so much so much...
and yet so little...
where art thou when thee dwelt here?
right in my heart, where thee dwell still?

Why Some do not Acknowledge They had a Grilfriend/Boyfriend

2009-01-01T12:44:00.002+08:00

It always leaves a bad taste, when your loved one does not acknowledge you in front of others. He/she refer you as only friend in front of his other friends etc. And you had no choice but to play on.

Just why some are so reluctant to do so, eventhough unlike artiste, their life do not depend on their denial?

The reason may be this - they just not sure of it.

You see, this may due lack of confidence in the relationship, which they wished not many knew of it, thinking of the day they might breakup. Sad but true. In fact, most relationship start this way.

But what if when a relationship had been on sometime? Again the same reason. But in the more cruel way. They might look down on that other half.

They are afraid to bring up this person because they believe they deserved better, either better looking, richer, etc etc. They might want to fish for another while hooking up with this person. They want to preserve their "single" status as long as possible so that they do not miss out any chances. Believe me, once they found a better one, they will be gone faster than you say "wait".

Just what for going out with this type of people?

My Business Plan Got into Top 100!!!!

2008-12-29T20:30:00.003+08:00

You see, i am not known for being a businessman but recently, i joined a competition called Nescafe Kickstart with enormous help from BB and XY and my business plan got into top 100!!!

Now, it all come down to voting and hopefully i can get into the next stage.

My business plan is simple, do a healthy food delivery service. Afterall, i had been cooking for years, though that is also not what i am known for (what the hell am i known for then?), hahaha...

So my friends, please do me a favor and vote for me will ya? register as a member and click here to vote for me.

thank you very much!!!!!

In Remembrance of Tsunami Victims

2008-12-27T03:01:00.002+08:00

May they found peace, those who are with us, and those who no longer are..

Trip to Penang

2008-12-26T13:21:00.003+08:00

after a long, exhausting, unappreciated year of free labor and community service to a bunch of whining and grumbling fools, it is time for some holiday! but even during holiday i must make myself available to answer calls and queries. Pathetic. I solemnly swear that during this remaining year my me not having committed to anything yet to not committing to any free labor and community service. The remaining golden year should be a year for me to enjoy. Hopefully.

so off i go to penang, spending more time in Butterworth than on the island.

People say you go to Penang for the food. I cannot agree more. The bitches, opps, beaches were horrible with the sea water yellow in color! So what else are there to do than to eat?
Penang, here i come!!!!

However, i am not a fan to spicy plus sour food so most of the local delicacies seems out to me.

At the food haven of Jalan Raja Uda, i found out that most of the food are mediocre. They are of normal taste, meaning they are very much edible. The good news, however, is a serving only cost you RM 2.50/3.00. The bad news is, it is so small that you have to order two or more serving to satisfy your stomach. but then again, if you wanna try some variety of food, the minuscule serving serves you best.

The foods, of course, there will be a few reviews later. So we shall go to some places of interest then.
this at around Queens Bay Mall

There are a few places, first of all the war museum. However, it cost RM 15 per entry and that was deemed too much so we gave it a miss. So do a bird park on the mainland. And obviously, it was given a miss.

Then there is this Kek Lok Si Temple, an over commercialized temple. Quite a sight, with all the tourists' money gushing in.

I think the best place to be in Penang is the Toy Museum. With so many toys around, that is the place to go, with only RM 10 per entry. However, the owner seems to be not liking teddy bear so much, having only a few in it.

this kinda small museum is touted as world largest....
i am spiderman....almost...
grrrrrr.................... wow.............

Oh yea, there is an AutoCity lying around on the mainland. AutoCity is primarily a place to be if you happen to be buying a car. But some brilliant guys had some brilliant idea to transform it into a happening area with all the eateries and clubbing joints there. So spend your day choosing a car, then unwind by having a few pints of beers and a dance there. Oh by the way, there is few boutiques with nice clothes such as a stall called Imei and another place where branded items are sold cheap. And every weekend, AutoCity transformed into a fashion haven. Have a look when you go there!
this thing from the weekend AutoCity fashion pasar malam
this from Imei

The Pesta Penang? Totally forgettable. To hell with it. Just don't know why people plunged there every night causing the bridge to jam. Maybe they see something i don't. No offense.

Penang by and large is a good place to be. People are, well, Penangites. And all Malaysian road users suck. Seen enough from KL to Penang, all around North-South Highway. Crazy drivers, crazy rider, even pedestrians suck.

one of the sucker is this double parking bitch

Quote of the Day

2008-12-26T12:53:00.002+08:00

Falling Leaves Quote of the Day;

"Yesterday is history

Tomorrow is mystery

But today is a gift

That's why it is called present"

Enjoy the day folks!

I am Back!!! Merry Christmas!!!!

2008-12-25T01:34:00.002+08:00

First of all, Merry Christmas......

I am freaking tired, traveling here and there, barely having any time for rest.

People, merry christmas and see u soon...

I will be away

2008-12-05T13:30:00.001+08:00

i will be away for two weeks. However, if i may find internet i will be updating. Happy holidays people!!

Let's Go Check Groceries Prices at Government Website

2008-12-04T22:15:00.004+08:00

No shit. Now we can check groceries prices on Ministry for Consumer Affairs' website (see here). It seems the ministry sent some people out to survey the price. A quick check shows that, however, only limited places are covered. Which means probably the area of your house are not covered. My house however, is covered, so i got to know which hypermarket (meaning Carrefour, Jusco, Tesco etc, not Ah Chong Groceries) is having the lowest price. Hehehe.. the limited coverage however is a good start towards spending my tax money a bit wisely.

However, as I was about to shout here that finally someone in the ministry got it right, the Malay Mail reported yesterday that the according to the price surveyed, some same Hypermarket in different states have different price for the same item. The next day, some hypermarkets retorted saying the Ministry got it wrong. Carrefour and Tesco said their prices are the same throughout Peninsular Malaysia while Giant maintain the differences are normal (aiyo, you know lar..those logistic cost, purchasing cost etc).

When contacted, the Minister, Sharir admitted that the differences may be due to human error. He asked for more partcipation from the hypermarkets.

Aiyo, Tesco and Carrefour, if the website really got it wrong, just go tell them where...Is it so hard?

Anyway, the move was a good one. Now we can go online and check before deciding which hypermarket to go. Especially when aroung my house has around 5 or 6 of them, which are, let me count, Jusco, Carrefour, Mydin, Tesco, Giant, Parkson (does it count?), Cold Storage...man i lost count.

Why does this post looks like something i would post in amethyst boy says...? Dunno, maybe i just wanted my friends who are not looking there to know about this. Afterall good news should be shared right?

Danger....snatch thief ahead...

2008-12-03T01:11:00.005+08:00

While i was clicking the camera away in Kajang, i saw this;

What is that? No, it is not the tree (which had obviously taken the central focal point) but the sign board. Still cannot see? what about this?

Savvy? Apparently, things got so dangerous that there is a sign board for "beware of snatch THEFTS"? What the fuck? The MPKJ cannot spell? It should be "snatch THIEF/THIEVES" right? Hopefully they got the telephone number right.

So next time when you are walking there, make sure you keep your handphone inside your pocket but not handbag so that you can still call the police after the snatch THIEF (MPKJ, get it right already) snatched your handbag. Oh wait, get a torch light too since normally you will get snatched at night as well!

Oh yea, do you realize what is on the bottom of the sign? Let you see again;

Yea, damn fucking right. There is not only one but TWO fucking "Along" advertisements down there. Talk about safety huh...

Quote of the Day

2008-12-02T00:17:00.002+08:00

Falling Leaves quote of the day;

"Early bird catches the worm....
Early worm caught by the bird...."

Explanation:

This is just a cheeky retort for those who does not want to wake up. However, come to think of it, there is a little truth behind the aforementioned modified quote. Now when we "wake up early", for simplicity sake, let us just assume that means taking positive action. When we take action, we either "catch the worm" (getting some benefits or success) or we get eaten up by the bird. There is always danger when we stick out.

On the other hand, if you just wake up late, nothing will really happen. You won't get any worms nor will you get eaten. You won't die of staving as there will be grains beside the road for you to eat. But you have to go vegetarian and no meat for you.

Everything has a give and take. You go out, it is either you climbed out or screw up. But Purple Leaves wanted to say that even if you screw up, there is still tomorrow. Wake up even earlier and hopefully, there are worms for you.

Or if you prefer vegetable, by all means lie low and wake up late. Not a crime if you ask me.

Just don't be a thief who steal others' worms or grains. ^v*

Bakti Siswa @ Felda Lok Heng

2008-11-28T16:19:00.007+08:00

Just a couple of days ago, we went to Felda Lok Heng for some community service. Bakti Siswa, as it is called, is like this - you go in and be "anak angkat" of one of the participating family. You stay there with them, but you have to join all the programme lined up. No its not a free loading either, these families were paid some money for that.

So off we go to Felda Lok Heng, Kota Tinggi!!

The first stumble though, came as early as on the first day. We were told to wait for the bus at 7.30 a.m. Guess what, we waited for 1 hour plus for the UKM drivers to drive the buses here. WTF!!

But still, over 40 of us still managed to embark safely to Kota Tinggi.

After some long long journey which was filled with sleeping and more sleeping, we reached our destination at 3.30p.m. We were served with some foods to cure our starving stomachs.

Then, we were assigned our "keluarga angkat" (foster family) and go home with them, only to take bath and get to know the house we are going to spend two nights there. At evening, we were to be playing some local sport call petanque. Apparently, their main evening sport is this.

petanque is just like lawn bowl...only in a traditional way

the nearest to the tiny ball wins, every ball for one point. First to 15 points win.

That night after prayer, the game continues but i and another engineering faculty dude who were assigned to the same family decided to chat with the foster father Mr. Jamaluddin Hashim. He has 4 children, of whom all were quite successful on their own right. The eldest is even a doctor. He is, no doubt very proud of this daughter.

In Felda, there are many benefits the settlers can get. Felda even sponsors the children to further their studies and many other useful courses. However, Mr. Hashim said that many were not interested and they are more comfortable lazing around waiting for parents to feed them.

Apparently, their TV can received Indonesian and Singaporean channels too! We watch and Indonesian show called the Miss Celebrity Indonesia, which was won by the most "not beautiful" finalist.

The next morning we had aerobics, which was miraculously attended by all UKM participants and lead by the elders from Felda Lok Heng. And they put many guys to shame by outlast and outfit them. Serve them right.

Then the real fun begins. Our first trip of the day is to the palm oil plant nursery. Here, all baby oil palm plants are palnted and taken care off before being sent to the real farm to be planted. Of course they do tell us a lot of things but as you know, i am more interested in sightseeing than hearing. But i ask the only question that come to my mind. How long does it take from planting a seed to the day we got the return? 4 years. And compare that to rubber trees that also need the same soil as palm oil.

beautiful? I think the same....

up close and personal, people.....

Next on our agenda is the oil palm farm. Here we are to walk through the farm and reach the factory. My fantastic friend Aiza was unfortunately carrying some injuries and the walk was a chore since we were in nursery and it worsen in the oil palm farm. Poor girl...

me at the entrance to the farm

Aiza who by now is half-dead but still play on for this photo..We had many scandals already so for you who saw this picture and think of anything, save it.

Felda seems to be very creative. They manage to convert the palm oil waste into fertilizer. They called it forming, i think it is because they wait for those waste to foam. The smell stink by the way.

we hiked a lorry to the foaming pool. this photo is deliberately taken this way so that you know how chaotic this bunch of law students inside the lorry

This fantastic technology is, however, not shared with other companies. If this is shared, surely the environment would be better. When i ask if they had any plan to sell the technology, they are non-committal.

the final level foaming pond

this is how they spray. However, only ten years old above trees can be sprayed. Every three months spray one time.

Then, we get to get into the factory for real. In the factory, we were glad to be treated with a tasty lunch. Tha should be our breakfast though but we were delayed at the nursery so it became our lunch. I must say, the foods are good, but poor Aiza would not be joining us in the factory but to rest in the bus while eating the food in the bus all alone!

We do see a lot and learn a lot about the factory. One advice to be given to the kids. Study hard or you will end up in the factory everyday! That is not a good thing. You had been warned.

However, it is said (i do not know if it is true) that the engineer there work only one day per week in the factory and their salary is, well, high. Maybe it is not so good that i reveal the figure here.

factory!!

Just so you can see the smoke that came out. by the way, that is Geok you are seeing.

i am not kidding you, the smoke smells sweet

We skipped the jungle trekking part as it was already too late. We organized a motivation talk for the local students here on that afternoon, while we ourselves busied ourselves by making some beautiful bookmarks for the benefits of the disabled institution in this place. Later, we had a futsal match, which the UKM girls teams were thrashed badly by the Felda Lok Heng teams while the boys teams fared much better but still lost. Nevermind, it is the sporting spirit and friendships that matters.

That very night, we organized another talk, this time on family and relationship for the benefits of the older generation of the settlers. I do not think it is wise for me to list out what the ustaz said lest my blog be the religio-political battleground.

The next morning was the time to say goodbye. After the closing ceremony, the buses were, of course very late again so we bought some drinks for all the "parents". Everyone was happy so i don't mind taking out some money. Afiq was so nice to share half of the cost and Shahrul lent his bike for us to get those drinks.

When the bus finally arrived, it was an emotional scene as this time, it is farewell for real. Jasmine was crying so badly and so do many others. They had really treat us very well and it is always hard t say goodbye. May they always have happiness and good health.

Some pics we managed to take together

After we left Felda Lok Heng, we went for a round of fun in Desaru. Geok and Shea Erl still owe me those beautiful pictures. Better get some from Aien too. Haha..

Note : Special thanks to Geok and Aiza for lending me their phone for me to take pictures. Moral values - do buy phones with picture taking capability.

More notes :

1) The Felda Lok Heng settlers are mainly well-off, mainly from the generous Felda and also the recent palm oil price hike. They need not our help financially but as their children had grown up and they are left at home alone, i think we brought some colors to their life, which is not at all a bad thing.

2) Don't ask me how the Felda scheme works and how much they earned. I do not think i should reveal them in public domain.

For all the great memories, we thank all the people involved directly and indirectly.

Petrosains photos

2008-11-25T19:53:00.006+08:00

queuing up to get into the Dark Ride, the entrance of Petrosains

In the Dark Ride, nothing more than some video show

Have fun with hurricane anyone?

does nothing more than ruining my hair

We found a scale!

Wonder why orang minyak? your guess is as good as mine..

this is how a certain space tourist exercise

and this is how he sleeps!

bzzzzzzzzzzz

who cares?

some beautiful video call

the "reused" band

wait...that didn't come from dump site!

Grrrrr........

nice dinosaurs plastics

now this is great

high five to the worker on oil platform...

this is where those workers stay

another kids playground!!

i dedicate this bomb to all who deserved one....

so long folks...

Food Review : The Ship in Jalan Sultan Ismail

2008-11-25T18:20:00.007+08:00

After we went out from Petrosains, our stomachs told us to eat something or they will organize a mass demonstration.

But we are so smart to get out from KLCC at 5.30pm that we are caught in a massive jam.

After a draining and energy sapping drive, we finally reach The Ship. Yes.....our stomachs are saved now.

The Drinks

We ordered a coffee and some concoction which i forgot what it is called. The coffee was just like any coffee you can get from places like this but the other drink was great! But that came witha price tag of RM 8.00

Yup, the right hand side ones cost you Rm8

The Foods

XY ordered a french sounding chicken that is cooked with red wine while i ordered a "normal" sounding chicken called the Black Pepper Chicken. While waiting, we were served bread and butter as appetizer.

This thing cost RM 20.90

This meanwhile, also the same price :p

I always wonder why bread is appetizing. Perhaps i am just not a European.

Anyway, before i managed to savor my bread, the main course came. Needless to say, that was fast and i was hoping that they do not just reheat those foods.

But the foods were good. They are worth every cents you pay for it. The taste was just right with the right portion for each of them.

Then we got another plate of Yong Chow Fried Rice, not because we were still hungry but rather to taste it. I mean, eating Yong Chow Fried Rice in the Ship?

The Yong Chow Fried Rice

I remember when i wrote about Ah Koong Eating House, i mentioned that if you were to provide for a food that can be easily obtained at half the price, make sure you are special. Now, you can get a Yong Chow Fried Rice easily for RM 5 but The Ship charged RM 13.90. So what you get for more than doubling the price?

Plenty. While the taste might be a bit westernized, the quality is there. You get to eat a nice YC Fried Rice. Plus, there are more than half a dozen of large size prowns in there. Imagine how mush the normal Chinese "big wok" gonna charge you for that.

What else, oh yea, you get impeccable service for the price you paid plus the fantastice ambience.

The Dessert

We ordered a banana split to be shared. It consist of three scoop of ice cream together with some fresh fruits and of course, a banana that is split in the middle. It was as good but nothing really special.

Look at that Banana Split!

Impecable Service

The first thing we realised upon stepping our foot into The Ship was that almost all the service staff were foreigners. The only remotely Malaysian looking staff were the captain (i think, or maybe he is the vice captain?) who looked more like a blur Hongkie than a Malaysian Chinese.

However, the service they rendered were fantastic. They were prompt and efficient, though sometime they might not catch you. However, they were well trained and you can be rest assured of their capability. In fact, when we had our YC Fried Rice served, they asked if we were sharing it and gave us two sets of cutlery. The same goes to our Banana Split, they gave us two spoons.

And you won't have to look at their "i-had-a-bad-day" faces as they won't show you any. I just had many fair share of experience even when i am paying them so much for those foods and The Ship is definitely not one of them.

The Ambience

The Ship was designed to be like a restaurant in an old ship. Most of the interior material was made from wood. You get to see some nice painting and some knots that normally a ship would need to tie.

The ambience was great. It is worth the money you spend on the food.

We were Satisfied

Who is not after a hungry stomach is filled with delicious food?

Verdict : Go dine in The Ship!

A Day In Petrosains KLCC

2008-11-21T00:54:00.003+08:00

Why would anyone go to Petrosains KLCC?

a) Your school had a trip there.
b) Your children wanted to go there
c) You as a teacher need to bring the kids there
d) You wanted to go there (haha)
e) Your girlfriend wanted to go there

As the second part of my princess birthday celebration marathon, we went to Petrosains today. Unable to sleep last night (maybe i slept too much in the evening, err...correction, i do slept too much), i woke up very late the next day, causing our Lake Garden trip to be postponed. Neway to Petrosains we went, not without sesat-ing before reaching.

Petrosains is situated at Level 3 KLCC. It is an edutainment park that largely cater for school going children, so you can imagine my enthusiasm in going there, but since THE princess wanted to visit, there is no saying no.

For normal adult, the price was RM 12.oo but as students, we had a 20% discount. That was one of the little benefit to be called a student.

We were to sit in a dark ride which is essentially a short ride while being entertained by some not so state of the art video show. Then we were officially inside the park where our legs take over the job. And let me be very frank. The first part of the park is a bore. These confirmed my belief that Petrosains is for kids.

They did the normal exhibition on chemistry, biology, geography etc. with a very kid-like scenario. The attraction that greet you is the simulation of hurricane. Inside the capsul, you will be blown by up to 130km/h wind that do nothing but ruffled my hair. And since that i had a bad hair day for the rest of the day. It does tell me that wax does not last in a hurricane so you can forget about your appearance if you are in the middle of one.

What are the rest...oh yea, you get to measure your weight in digital precision for many times in the park. I think there are around two machine that essentially measure your weight but i doubt the reliability since Princess' weight chages each time she stood on one.

And you will have all the usual suspect, some glasses, some stones, some space info and some photo taking places. There was a musical performance today where the kids said they were using recycled items to make some music. I would say that is a misuse of word. That is reused waste that they are pumping some not so harmoniuos sound that will get you a vist by the police if you do it at home. Your neighbor will not be so considerate and praise you for the effort.

Things get a little interesting for photo taking purpose when we entered into a dinasour era exhibition. And damn, we even got to smell some bygone era air, which they simulated by putting loads of dunno-wat gas into it. But the dinasours are so little and so plastic that i see even the kid are not interested. But they are not there to talk anout dinasour, they are there to talk about how these unfortunate dead bodies were turned into petroleum that were pumping money into Petronas' pocket.

Then we enter into the space column. Here, a huge collection of exhibition that will make you jealous of why we are paying RM 5 millions for one Sheikh to play with all the toys. There is again some not so magnificent but quite smart video show and a miniature petroleum dredging model playground that proved a hit with the kids. Maybe tehy will aspire to work in an oil platform sometime in the future. Afterall, turning some knob to scoop some stones out is fun.

A little exciting moment for me come after we waited like 30 minutes to board a helicopter simulation. Nice one i must say.

Then we are treated with a real bit of reality of how an oil platform looks like and how much fun living and working there. I can only say i am glad to be reading law.

"Deng deng deng, we are closing in 30 minutes, go play all you can and get the hell out of here" What the fuck? We are not even half way through! So we rush through what proved to be the most interesing part. This section is called Speed and here we are treated with all kind of fun simulations and games. We can drive an F1 car, do some strenuos exercise to compare our weight-to-power ration with a bull, a Proton Waja and an F1 car. i mean, what the fuck? Compare with a bull? So naturally, i am 4 times weaker than a bull in that ratio and many times behind an F1 car. If there is 4 me, i can beat a bull. Do they expect that makes me grateful to God that gives me a strong body that still loses to a bull? Bullshit.

In that section also, we can test our speed of throwing a baseball (i can never enter American baseball team with only that slow), skiing, driving an F1 (did i said that already?), do more exercise, etc etc. BB should come here. She can then diet while learning Science. Only RM10 and you can exercise while marvelling at all the exhibition cannot be bad right?

"Deng deng deng, we are closing, now get the hell out of here so that we can clean up and go home". Fuck, i haven't done yet! Just when i am getting into mood they ruin it. So before we left, Princess still manage to be a few second of virtual goal keeper. And off we go.

Oh, we actually played for 3 hours already! Damn, now we are tired and hungry. Its time to eat.

Verdict :

Should you go Petrosains?

Yeah you should, just rush over the first part and play more toys that the space tourist we sponsored managed to play, and get to the Speed section ASAP before they close down.

Alternatively, wake up earlier and be there as early as possible and play the whole day.

***Note : Blogger having problem today so cannot upload photo.
photos will be uploaded soon, together with the next food review.

Fasten Your Seat Belt, People

2008-11-18T18:24:00.003+08:00

This is especially for my friends who never like seat belt.

What is the meaning of life?

2008-11-18T17:11:00.003+08:00

My noble friend Chris posted these videos on his blog and got me thinking.

* * * * * *

For whom do we live, For what do we live, I know not.

Thanks too to Thai Insurance for a brilliant adverts

May we all live a worthy life.

Food Review : Expensive ABC in USJ 10

2008-11-17T00:25:00.009+08:00

After the not so tasty Ah Koong, we launched to usj 10 to cure our craving for some good food. There are too many beautiful restaurants and shops and we ended up shopping in a boutique beside the road and bb and xy managed to get a piece each at a very reasonable price, thanks to Amour (sorry we forgot to snatch some pics of the shop).

Nevertheless, after surveying many restaurant, we finally decided we are not that hungry to splurge on another eating spree (afterall, we just ate, though not really full) and settled down at a delicacies shop called Happy Beans Cafe.

There are a wide range of tao foo fa's and ABC's and xy and i shared a Jumbo Mango Ice while bb got a traditional tao foo fa.

The mango ice was filled with mango, ice and milk and some sweet substances. It is no doubt tasty but it cost RM 9.00 and it is and where near jumbo. Perhaps jumb is only a name not a description

The ambience was fine. There are many funny posters to keep your eyes occupied and it is definitely a place to sit down and have a nice long chat while keeping your stomach filled with sugar.

The service there was decent though you would not find any handsome guy or pretty girl there (at least that day i don't) though not that that is important. As long as the service is good, i don't care how their features were created by God.

All in all, Happy Beans is a nice place though bb almost fell down walking down the stairs outside the shop. We attribute this to bb own carelessness and it had nothing to do with Hapy Beans, except maybe it make her a few grammes heavier. Talking about diet huh?

how to go there?

Overall rating : go grab an ice, forget the price!

Food Review : Disappointing Food

2008-11-16T12:24:00.010+08:00

Yesterday xy, bb and me went to eat at usj. after sesat-ing in usj 9, we saw a place called Ah Koong Eating House. And they specialized in fishball.

Now, i would say that when you do something that can be commonly available and wanting to charge more, you must make sure that your food are at least slightly better than the common ones. Sadly, many Chinese Restaurant whom served commonly available foods in an air-conditioned and overcharged way tend to skew towards to level that can be commonly available at almost half the price.

Ah Koong serves mee soup and curry. A bowl of mee soup will set you back RM 5.00 while a curry mee will set you back RM 5.50.

This is what you get for RM 5.00

this cost you RM 5.50

I kid you not but those bowls of mee are small. You can get better in normal places.

We also ordered some yong tau foo. And guess what, they cost you RM 1.20 per piece. Go Ampang and they only cost RM 0.90 per piece.

These are how they come..Look nice though, in a small bowl

By far, this is the best, tasty and fresh

And all that you see (plus another mee soup) cost us more than RM 30, and we only ordered 1 plain water!

As the foods coming, so do some flies. At first there was only one. Then it decided the more the merrier and brought a few more of its friends here. Hmm....

After we ate, we were finding some nice words to say about the restaurant;

xy : The fishballs are fresh.

bb : I can get those anywhere.

fl : We can get air-cond though.

xy : agree, we paid for the air-cond.

bb : ok, so RM 1 for aircond and RM 4 for the mee.

And guess what, by the time around ten pm, our stomachs start to grumble angrily and we ended up eating KFC.

Overall rating : Go eat something else if you are not really into very fresh fishball

Today is not the Day

2008-11-16T01:37:00.003+08:00

Today i felt lame.

Without any drive or energy.

It seems i am more suited to just lie on my bed and sleep.

not even blogging excite me.

the only rive i had today is to eat.

and sadly, the places i ate disappointed me (more of that later)

and i don't even know why i wrote this

maybe just to try to be productive, but it seems not to be...

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2008-11-16T01:31:00.001+08:00

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Tiramisu, the feeling of love?

2008-11-12T15:47:00.002+08:00

Long a time ago, i remember there was a time when tiramisu was a craze. Reason because there is a movie which talk about tiramisu. If you eat tiramisu, you can feel the feeling of love. Haha..And my stupid friend actually bought a tiramisu (big, overpriced one) for a girl whom he liked. Too bad, she did not felt his love, or maybe she just wanted another love.

Some years ago, my friend celebrated my birthday at Secret Recipe. No buy one free one though on that day. Haha. We ordered a tiramisu. And i felt dissapointment. Maybe because i expected better from Secret Recipe, or maybe dissapointment IS the feeling of love.

If it really so, then dissappoint i must. For i can't go without love. Even if it is bitter, i must taste the bitterment or i will never cede. Stupid sentiment maybe, but heck, i am an aquarian.

Well, if dissapointment is the real feeling of love, maybe for me, that time, love was a dissapointment. Maybe tiramisu is a reflection of the eater feeling. Maybe, tiramisu is really that mysterious.

If i eat a tiramisu now, maybe i will feel contentment.

When Volunteering Got You a Buy One Free One

2008-11-12T14:38:00.008+08:00

Some time ago, whether out of pity or out of respect we volunteered to be participants (READ:to make up the numbers) in a Faculty sponsored event. Of course when the day came (which is yesterday), i wish i had never do.

Anyway, we (bb, gc, vio, cindy n i) went though me with a heavy heart to Marriot Hotel in Putrajaya. The moment we were there, we realized many people who also volunteered "released the aeroplane" (which means, did not show up after promising) so there left with us 5. We got a buffet lunch though, and it is decent enough to fill my stomach.

The enough was a bore. Why those lecturers can't even put up a decent presentation (save one or two)? After being bored to closed to 1 1/2 hour, finally, we are liberated.

Out of boredom or perhaps due to something else, we went to Alamanda, another boring shopping mall with little to shop. Vio again can't get her shoe and we ended up eating our dinner at the not so nice to eat food court.

All the way in Alamanda, Cindy, being the cake lover, had mention about the Secret Recipe boxes people are bringing. And they came in pairs. So we went to a cake-hunt and lo! Secret Recipe is having a buy one free one!!!

And so, what else we will do unless to buy them?

yay...buy one free one

And so we lined up and got our cake.

This was the line after we bought the cake. When i line up (a couple of moment ago), the line was long. Why am i always the unlucky one? T_T

And finally, we got our cake. Look at how happy are they!

3 siao cha bo with two cakes posing in front of Secret Recipe

3 siao cha bo with two cakes posing in front of Skin Food

and we got these two;

i forgot what cheese cake

choco moist

And its cutting time!!!!!

people says you should never mess with the ladies..

i shall add, you shall never see the day if you mess with those with knifes, even the cake cutting ones..

"zhui dok fu yan sam"

If you look at their faces, you might think there is a serious operation going on. Yes, it's "Operation Code Cake". The two in formal wear were going to dismantle the cakes, starting with blackie.

I dunno how to end this..So i would just say, the cakes are great and....it always pay to volunteer. At least, make the lecturers happy. Afterall, making old people happy is good right? *wink*

Is KTM against me?

2008-11-11T23:15:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, i do think KTM is against me. Whenever i am rushing, it will delay. Even when i am not rushing, it will still delay.

Once, i waited for two hours at Mid Valley just to get out of the station to get a bus at Central Market to go back to UKM. Reason? Delay, full, delay, delay, accident, delay, full.........ad nausem.

Oh wait, it is not against me. Everyone also caught in the delay. And everyday people also complain of the KTM.

So, it is not against me.

Should i be happy?

What the Fuck? It's only a Dog!!!!

2008-11-10T18:33:00.004+08:00

When i first started to blog, i told myself, to maintain my credibility, i will not use vulgar words, will not demeaning others, etc etc etc. By and large, i managed to do so.

But today's news make me flared up. And i really wanna shout

"What the fuck is wrong with those freaking ass-hole good for nothing bastards?"

Somehow, some MPSJ (Subang Jaya City Council) workers sees it fit to climb into a locked gate to catch a dog, seriously injuring it in the process (see theStar).

To spare you from having to click on that link, let me tell you briefly. A nice lady who was strolling saw;

1) 5 persons, some in MPSJ uniform, climbed over a locked empty house, to beat a dog who was taking shelter there.

2) As the gate was locked, they dragged the medium size dog through the narrow railing of the gate.

3) The railing grazed and cut the dog in the mouth and ear region and there was a lot of blood, and the frightened dog was screaming in pain.

4) When she approached them, they scolded her for interfering and threaten to compound her for obstructing.

5) When contacted, MPSJ president said he will look into the matter.

6) She believed it is not a stray as it wears a collar chain

What the fuck?

First of all, those bastards had no business climbing over private property. Anyone Police free to arrest them and anyone from Attoney General free to sue them?

Secondly, they had no business catching a dog with collar chain.

Even if that is a stray, they had no reason to beat the dog.

And to scold an innocent bystander and threaten to compound her, that is too much.

Now i know it is only a one-sided story. But forgive me for no longer believing in those dog-catchers. Just like we no longer believe in those politicians who says no discrimination in government policies. Those dog-cacthers just grab too much headlines for the wrong reasons for me to give them any benefits of doubt. Nope, you can go to hell.

Now fuckers, i hope the owner of the house will sue you for tresspass. I hope the owner of the dog will sue you for for ill-treatment. I hope Greenpeace, WWF, PETA and all NGO to roast MPSJ. I hope the police and the AG finally do their job and show us something. I am sure there are many criminal offences to convict them.

And before i end, fuck you all bastard. Go dig a hole and jump into it if you don't know how to be a "normal" compassionate human being. Try to be a mongrel and see how it feels.

I am sooooooooo lazy

2008-10-29T23:33:00.002+08:00

Exam coming...then feeling not well...

and now, instead of studying, i blog. Blog on both my blog.

blog is a place where we can express ourselves. blog is also a place where we can share our thinking and life. blog is also a place where we make friends with people far and wide, our blog reader i mean.

and lately, some of my friends had refrained from writing as juicy as in the past as one of her posting created some havoc. that is a shame. i have less a reason to visit her blog now as all that brought me there is gone.

why would you delete the whole posting together with the comments? why not let them stand and let them comment? read my words - i will not delete any comments in either of my blog as long as it is not fanaticsm and does not put me into jail (have to protect myself also, dun wanna meet RPK in Kamunting..hahaha) or sued for money (i myself got not enough). you are free to contructively criticize me but i would love it if you can contribute to the discussion of the idea. afterall, we are all social animals.

this posting seem a bit too serious for this blog. nevermind, at least i still retain my clear head in the midst of druken haze...

its time to study, hopefully...

focus...focus......focus........ T.T

i want Lorein Garden

2008-10-28T23:53:00.001+08:00

i want Lorein Garden!!!!!!!!!

Galadriel, make one for me please..................

what the fuck

2008-10-28T23:45:00.002+08:00

i fell like wanna write something, though not knowing what to write.

what should i write?

i screw up badly?

i screw up screwingly?

oh, i didn't screw up.

yet.

what the fuck.

ahh....

if i don't start to study soon, i will screw up.

if i don't try to get an idea what the hell girls are thinking, i will screw up even worse.

but, even girls themselves do not know what they want..

and they blame guys for not understanding them..

but the truth is, they don't even understand themselves..

or maybe, they just refuse to..

for the truth maybe too harsh to take..

heck even i don't understand myself, whats more people understanding me!!

ahh...maybe people will understand me for i can't see myself..

even mirror gives an inverted view..

then, maybe i should be able to understand others..

for i am the one who can see them, not themselves.

hehehe....i just need to focus more....

T_T focus is the worse part...

ah...what the fuck..

Really...Sometimes, it is just a bit more

2008-10-25T22:02:00.000+08:00

Just read THB's blog about her wait for true love. Dropped her a comment, which really, is what i think (under amethyst213 's name) about love and life.

While listening to A-do' just a bit more. Even more sentimental.

Sometime, we meet the right person, but never get a chance. Because we lack of that a bit more. That a bit more of guts. That a bit more of luck. And that a bit more of conditions.

How many times we missed out the right person because we, at that time, not that "right". How many times we missed, because we are hooked up with the "wrong" person.

And how many times we missed, because we can just never muster the "just a bit more" of something?

Just a bit more

2008-10-25T21:55:00.000+08:00

Ado - 差一点

差一点你就是我的女人
差一些手牵手的完整
却在对的时间错过对的人
抓不住幸福时分

遇上了错的人
渐渐的吻在她无心的嘴唇
感觉像一个旅程
走完了就分

错过了对的人
决定就只在那一秒那一分
爱情的岔口
你是我等不到的路人

差一点
你就是我的女人
差一些
就和你共度一生
因为对的时间对的人
就值得我为你奋不顾身

差一点
你就是我的女人
差一些
手牵手的完整
却在对的时间错过对的人
抓不住幸福时分

错过了对的人
决定就只在那一秒那一分
如果没缘分
我也会固执的为你一人

差一点
你就是我的女人
差一些
就和你共度一生
因为对的时间对的人
就值得我为你奋不顾身

差一点
你就是我的女人
差一些
手牵手的完整
却在对的时间错过对的人
抓不住幸福时分

Don't you know you are being used?

2008-10-21T18:10:00.000+08:00

i wonder, are you dumb or stupid?

when someone come to you when she needs you, and dump you aside whenever she thinks fit, why are you still taking her as your buddy?

and when someone else try to tell you you are being used, why not you ponder about it?

weird weird weird.

maybe i am stupid for trying to protect you.

afterall you don't even bother.

I am Back

2008-10-15T00:40:00.000+08:00

Actually, i am back for a long time. Just no time to update. Too busy.

Assignment non stop. n test. living day by day. finish today, prepare for tomorrow. finish tomorrow, prepare day after. n on n on n on..

dead.

Still Sick

2008-09-18T20:34:00.000+08:00

Voice is back, though still hoarse.

And cough came, and so do mouth ulser.

GF will be away for two weeks. Will miss her dearly.

i will also be away for two weeks. Hopefully can still blog.

so long...

Sick Sick Sick

2008-09-17T00:59:00.000+08:00

Fell sick. lost my voice.

Reason?

Eating Bak Kut Teh when throat not so good.

Then drink "pao sam".

And there goes my voice.

Nevermind, i can still blog (my other blog become very productive), i can still msn (email me if you wanna contact me), i can still screw people up for giving stupid ideas.

drink more water is the advise i received most this two days.

Ahh...water, the universal medicine.

No, i won't be tempted to write a science journal on the benefits of water or how it cure your sickness.

But for all who are sick, drink more water/

Moral value : do not drink "pao sam" after you eat bak kut teh, especially if you are a singer.

Taken for Granted

2008-09-15T23:24:00.000+08:00

Haven't been here for a long time.

Most of the time, we take for granted those close to us. Our families, our friends, our lover, our pets, our.................................

And most of the time, when we lose it, only we will realise it is very important.

Why we never learn how to appreciate things while they are still here?

Because, they are still here.

And we never learn.

Sad.

insomnia grew worst

2008-09-04T12:24:00.000+08:00

din't get much sleep. drifting between dream and reality, there even once this morning i can't move my fingers to reply a very important sms. and getting smack on my ass from my girlfriend who try to wake me up to class. needless to say, i skipped all of them and writing this post instead.

still got another bullshit meeting with student representative. as though having a talk will enhance their work rate.

will i can't sleep again tonight? i do not know. but with another assignment to rush there is no time to sleep anyway.

why when you need a sleep u can't and when you can't sleep you need to?

just like when you need wake but your body fails you and when you don't wanna wake your eyes are so bright.

damn...

what going on already?

What Would You Do?

2008-09-04T05:32:00.000+08:00

What would you do if your partner, be it female or male, lose interest in sex?

Now that is some question.

i knew not, but it seems bad. Not that about extremely horny or things like that. Rather, sex is a normal need in adult life. And not having it, seems weird, to say at least, when you are sharing a room and all other things like communication, children and stuffs like that are normal (clarification : i am not married with chilld. In fact, i am very young. hehehe).

pardon me if this post is badly written, for i now having insomnia and its 5.30am local time.

now back to no interest in sex, in this blog i do not seek to explain and analyze thing in a scholarly or scientifically (that is for my other blog) but rather, as i found myself miraculously can't fall asleep, try to imagine how life would be to sleep with a person you love and yet no sex because the other partner lose interest in it.

and all i can think of - how pity.

my symphaty goes to them.

will myself suffer the same fate? Hope not, i love sex. don't get me wrong. loving to have sex is normal. if you are not, now that is something to ponder upon.

weird weird weird

pity pity pity

when i go class tomorrow morning, god bless me.

argh...why can't i sleep but instead think of people who can't have sex?

must be some story someone told me.

bugger.

The Same Species

2008-08-27T23:48:00.000+08:00

Thanks to my friend, i finally had the lyric of tong lei

孙燕姿--同类

雨后的城市
寂寞又狼狈
路边的座位
它空着在等待
我拉住时间
它却不理会
有没有别人
跟我一样很想被安慰
风停了又吹
我突然想起谁
天亮了又黑
我过了好几岁
心暖了又灰
世界有时候孤单的很需要另一个同类
爱收了又给
我们都不太完美
梦作了又碎
我们有几次机会
去追
(repeat)我拉住时间
它却不理会
有没有别人
跟我一样很想被安慰
风停了又吹
我突然想起谁
天亮了又黑
我过了好几岁
心暖了又灰
世界有时候孤单的很需要另一个同类
爱收了又给
我们都不太完美
梦作了又碎
我们有几次机会
去追
不晓得为什么爱
又稀少又昂贵
云在半空中
被微风剪碎
回忆也许美
可是正在飞走对不对

End of The End?

2008-08-15T12:39:00.000+08:00

My world going to be blown apart
For i know not the light at the end of the tunnel
My eyes can no longer be opened
For i know not the difference of dreams and reality

Perhaps true love existed only in dreams
For that i refused to wake up
Perhaps i am going crazy
For the line is blurred, i see not

Perhaps i am only chasing for a dream
that will never be realised
perhaps i am only chasing for a dream
a chase that i can never succeed

Perhaps i should stay
stay in the dream, and continue the chase
and chase and chase and chase
and contiue to chase

Maybe i shouldn't wake up
For waking up only to face a world full of chaos

Maybe i should just close my eyes
and let my tears flow
to the last drop of my blood
for the blood will not be wasted
as a testament to my love
the love that existed in my heart
who refused to show up
and dwell in the garden of eden

and let my soul to flow.........

When Logic Flies Out The Window

2008-08-15T12:11:00.000+08:00

Common senses we do not share. Maybe do not seem important. Afterall, you are with your life and i with mine. But hell, it does affect others, when you are closely related.

A friend of a friend of mine lately caught into a quarrel with her boyfriend. And it's all about an egg. An Egg. Yupe you did not read wrongly. So the unlucky guy cook some sardine. And the weird girl bought some chicken though she does not eat them. The girl asked the guy to cook some egg bescause sardine too dry. The guy say eat so many eggs no good for health (colestrole maybe?). Girl got angry and had an argument. Guy got frust-up and slam keys to the table. Girl saw that got sad and cry. Guy say sorry.

Later on, guy ex-girlfriend having convocation. Girl does not want him to go but never say. Guy first say won't go but later still go. And give flowers. Girl knew got angry and sad. Girl sad till now.

Advice? To the guy, get another girlfriend who has more common sense than an egg. To girl, go find a guy who will cook you an egg and has more common sense to know not to find his ex when the present one obviously jealous. Utterly bullshit.

Lately i got into a series of quarrels with my girlfriend. Reason? A series of illogical argument to demonstrate we share no common sense. Advice to my girlfriend? Look at your boyfriend face more to know him emotion whether still ok or on the verge of exploding due to your stupid tantrums. Advice to myself? Tune your illogical logics to in tune with equally illogical girlfriend AND try to tolerate more?

I had a bad experience last time long long time ago that tolerating more and more will make your blood pressure breaking the termometer and your girlfriend in the heaven no longer know what you feel. Not going to let that happen again. Will kill myself slowly.

Advice to all boys and girl - no one knows what you are thinking, lovers or not. Even you yourself sometimes don't know. Say it, in a proper way and draw the line whenever appropriate, and abide by the line drawn by each other.

Love is,

Going through hell and never reach heaven, but still, to hell we go.

Is There Any One?

2008-07-19T11:28:00.000+08:00

The city after rain,
Lonely and cold...
the bench beside the road,
Empty, who is He waiting?

i pull the time, She heeds me not,
Is there anyone, who like me, thirsted to be comforted?

the Wind stop and blew again,
who am i thinking again?
the day gone and be dark
been through it for long
the heart made, the world
at times, very lone, i also need someone to accompany

Love, taken and given
we are not that perfect either
Dreams made and broken,
just how many chance we got?
to chase?

Do not know why Love is so little and so expensive..

and i use the air
catching fragments in the wind
memories are there
but they, looking back, just not right.....

Yanzi - the same species

I tried my best to translate but the lyrics' above me as i only hear and translate, never read.

i also need someone
who would just be with me..
asking not
nor the road i shall take...

maybe i am selfish,
like the bench that is emptied
for someone, who will never come
nor understands...

the trees after the bath
still unsettled, nor rested..
the eyes that cried
are still red and swollen...

me too, tried to pull the time
but She won't budge, nor stop
and the sands escaped my hand
as the wind cruelly breezes

facing the wind
She washes my tears
but They just won't stop
nor will they abate

i am babling
like a kid, i am
not knowing what i said,
nor i know if it's raining
or my eyes crying...

i tried to grasp the air
They just turn out to be nothingness...

the trees in front of me
i see it longer not....

and the rain,
or are they tears......?

Falling Leaves Outside My Window

2008-04-26T16:35:00.000+08:00

Falling leaves outside my window
Golden snows falling on my books
Lo and hold, a sight to behold
Nature in motion, pencil on hold

Painting a poem, sculpting a word
For Mother Nature says in no word
But left unsaid, all that it should

Falling leaves outside my window
Paralyzing my thought, kept me in hold
No word be so great, no melody be so sweet
Nothing is said, as all that it should

Gone

2008-04-26T16:29:00.000+08:00

Looking back, the tress seems taller than they do now. Perhaps I had grown up. Or perhaps it is only a perspective. Perhaps, and it only left perhaps.

I saw her face. Still the same doe-eyes. Still the same oval face. Still the same round lips.

The sun ray still blast through the gaps of leaves, the leaves that formed the roof. She looks at me, smiling. I smile back.

Only, it is not her, but an illusion of her. “She” who had stop growing years ago. “She” who had left. By circumstances, “she” had gone.

And gone she did, left me in a daze. And gone she did, left, will never return.

So many words left unsaid. So many stories left untold. So many, so many, left, I know, unknown.